*
Tania and Vasili went to the hospital to visit Tania’s Aunt Zoya, the physicist. Zoya was seventy-four and had breast cancer. As the wife of a general, she had a private room. Visitors were allowed in two at a time, so Tania and Vasili waited outside with other family members.
After a while Uncle Volodya came out, holding the arm of his forty-one-year-old son, Kotya. A strong man with a heroic war record, Volodya was now as helpless as a child, following where he was led, sobbing uncontrollably into a handkerchief that was already sodden with tears. They had been married more than forty years.
Tania went in with her cousin Galina. She was shocked by her aunt’s appearance. Zoya had been head-turningly beautiful, even into her sixties, but now she was cadaverously thin, almost bald, and clearly only days or perhaps hours from the end. However, she was drifting in and out of sleep, and did not seem to be in pain. Tania guessed she was dosed with morphine.
‘Volodya went to America after the war, to find out how they had made the Hiroshima bomb,’ Zoya said, contentedly indiscreet under the influence of the drug. Tania thought of telling her to say no more, then reflected that these secrets no longer mattered to anyone. ‘He brought back a Sears Roebuck catalogue,’ Zoya went on, smiling at the memory. ‘It was full of beautiful things that any American could buy: dresses, bicycles, records, warm coats for children, even tractors for farmers. I wouldn’t have believed it – I would have taken it for propaganda – but Volodya had been there and knew it was true. Ever since then I’ve wanted to go to America, just to see it. Just to look at all that plenty. I don’t think I’ll make it now, though.’ She closed her eyes again. ‘Never mind,’ she murmured, and she seemed to sleep again.
After a few minutes, Tania and Galina went out, and two of the grandchildren took their places at the bedside.
Dimka had arrived and joined the group waiting in the corridor. He took Tania and Vasili aside and spoke to them in a low voice. ‘I recommended you for the conference in Naples,’ he said to Vasili.
‘Thank you –’
‘Don’t thank me. I was unsuccessful. I had a conversation today with the unpleasant Yevgeny Filipov. He’s in charge of this kind of thing now, and he knows that you were sent to Siberia for subversive activities back in 1961.’
Tania said: ‘But Vasili has been rehabilitated!’
‘Filipov knows that. Rehabilitation is one thing, he said, and going abroad is another. It’s out of the question.’ Dimka touched Tania’s arm. ‘I’m sorry, sister.’
‘We’re stuck here, then,’ Tania said.
Vasili said bitterly: ‘A leaflet at a poetry reading, a quarter of a century ago, and I’m still being punished. We keep thinking that our country is changing, but it never really does.’
Tania said: ‘Like Aunt Zoya, we’re never going to see the world outside.’
‘Don’t give up yet,’ said Dimka.
Part Ten
WALL
1988–1989
59
Jasper Murray was fired in the fall of 1988.
He was not surprised. The atmosphere in Washington was different. President Reagan remained popular, despite having committed crimes far worse than those which had brought Nixon down: financing terrorism in Nicaragua, trading weapons for hostages with Iran, and turning women and girls into mangled corpses on the streets of Beirut. Reagan’s collaborator, Vice-President George H. W. Bush, looked likely to become the next president. Somehow – and Jasper could not figure out how this trick had been worked – people who challenged the President and caught him out cheating and lying were no longer heroes, as they had been in the seventies, but instead were considered disloyal and even anti-American.
So Jasper was not shocked, but he was deeply hurt. He had joined This Day twenty years ago, and he had helped make it a hugely respected news show. To be fired seemed like a negation of his life’s work. His generous severance package did nothing to soothe the pain.
He probably should not have made a crack about Reagan at the end of his last broadcast. After telling the audience he was leaving, he had said: ‘And remember: if the President tells you it’s raining, and he seems really, really sincere – take a look out of the window anyway . . . just to make sure.’ Frank Lindeman had been livid.
Jasper’s colleagues threw a farewell party in the Old Ebbitt Grill that was attended by most of Washington’s movers and shakers. Leaning against the bar, late in the evening, Jasper made a speech. Wounded, sad and defiant, he said: ‘I love this country. I loved it the first time I came here, back in 1963. I love it because it’s free. My mother escaped from Nazi Germany; the rest of her family never made it. The first thing Hitler did was take over the press and make it subservient to the government. Lenin did the same.’ Jasper had drunk a few glasses of wine, and as a result he was a shade more candid. ‘America is free because it has disrespectful newspapers and television shows to expose and shame Presidents who fuck the Constitution up the ass.’ He raised his glass. ‘Here’s to the free press. Here’s to disrespect. And God bless America.’
Next day Suzy Cannon, always eager to kick a man when he was down, published a long, vitriolic profile of Jasper. She managed to suggest that both his service in Vietnam and his naturalization as an American citizen were desperate attempts to conceal a virulent hatred of the United States. She also portrayed him as a ruthless sexual predator who had taken Verena away from George Jakes just as he had stolen Evie Williams from Cam Dewar back in the sixties.
The result was that he found it difficult to get another job. After several weeks of trying, at last another network offered him a position as European correspondent – based in Bonn.
‘Surely you can do better than that,’ Verena said. She had no time for losers.
‘No network will hire me as an anchor.’
They were in the living room late in the evening, having just watched the news and were about to get ready for bed.
‘But Germany?’ Verena said. ‘Isn’t that a post for a kid on his way up the ladder?’
‘Not necessarily. Eastern Europe is in turmoil. There could be some interesting stories coming out of that part of the world in the next year or two.’
She was not going to let him make the best of it. ‘There are better jobs,’ she said. ‘Didn’t the Washington Post offer you your own comment column?’
‘I’ve worked in television all my life.’
‘You haven’t applied to local TV,’ she said. ‘You could be a big fish in a small pond.’
‘No, I couldn’t. I’d be a has-been on his way down.’ The prospect made Jasper shudder with humiliation. ‘I’m not going to do that.’
Her face took on a defiant look. ‘Well, don’t ask me to go to Germany with you.’
He had been anticipating this, but he was taken aback by her blunt determination. ‘Why not?’
‘You speak German, I don’t.’
Jasper did not speak very good German, but that was not his best argument. ‘It would be an adventure,’ he said.
‘Get real,’ Verena said harshly. ‘I have a son.’
‘It would be an adventure for Jack, too. He’d grow up bilingual.’
‘George would go to court to stop me taking Jack out of the country. We have joint custody. And I wouldn’t do it anyway. Jack needs his father and his grandmother. And what about my work? I’m a big success, Jasper – I have twelve people working for me, all lobbying the government for liberal causes. You can’t seriously ask me to give that up.’
‘Well, I guess I’ll come home for the holidays.’
‘Are you serious? What kind of a relationship would we have? How long will it be before you’re bouncing on a bed with a plump Rhine maiden in blonde braids?’
It was true that Jasper had been promiscuous most of his life, but he had never cheated on Verena. The prospect of losing her suddenly seemed insupportable. ‘I can be faithful,’ he said desperately.
Verena saw his distress, and her tone softened. ‘Jasper, that’s touching. I think you even mean it. But I know what you’re like, and you know what I’m like. Neither of us can remain celibate for long.’
‘Listen,’ he pleaded. ‘Everyone in American television knows I’m looking for a job, and this is the only one I’ve been offered. Don’t you understand? My back is up against the goddamn wall. I don’t have an alternative!’
‘I do understand, and I’m sorry. But we have to be realistic.’
Jasper found her sympathy worse than her scorn. ‘Anyway, it won’t be for ever,’ he said defiantly.
‘Won’t it?’
‘Oh, no. I’m going to make a comeback.’
‘In Bonn?’
‘There will be more European stories leading the American television news than ever before. You just fucking watch me.’
Verena’s face turned sad. ‘Shit, you’re really going, aren’t you?’
‘I told you, I have to.’
‘Well,’ she said regretfully, ‘don’t expect me to be here when you come back.’