Dragonfly in Amber

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The yodeling of roosters outside and the clashing of pots below woke me just after dawn the next morning. The figure next to me jerked, waking abruptly, then froze as the sudden movement jarred his head.

 

I raised up on one elbow to examine the remains. Not too bad, I thought critically. His eyes were screwed tightly shut against stray beams of sunlight, and his hair stuck out in all directions like a hedgehog’s spines, but his skin was pale and clear, and the hands clutching the coverlet were steady.

 

I pried up one eyelid, peered within, and said playfully, “Anybody home?”

 

The twin to the eye I was looking at opened slowly, to add its baleful glare to the first. I dropped my hand and smiled charmingly at him.

 

“Good morning.”

 

“That, Sassenach, is entirely a matter of opinion,” he said, and closed both eyes again.

 

“Have you got any idea how much you weigh?” I asked conversationally.

 

“No.”

 

The abruptness of the reply suggested that he not only didn’t know, he didn’t care, but I persisted in my efforts.

 

“Something around fifteen stone, I make it. About as much as a good-sized boar. Unfortunately, I didn’t have any beaters to hang you upside down from a spear and carry you home to the smoking shed.”

 

One eye opened again, and looked consideringly at me, then at the hearthstone on the far side of the room. One corner of his mouth lifted in a reluctant smile.

 

“How did you get me in bed?”

 

“I didn’t. I couldn’t budge you, so I just laid a quilt over you and left you on the hearth. You came to life and crawled in under your own power, somewhere in the middle of the night.”

 

He seemed surprised, and opened the other eye again.

 

“I did?”

 

I nodded and tried to smooth down the hair that spiked out over his left ear.

 

“Oh, yes. Very single-minded, you were.”

 

“Single-minded?” He frowned, thinking, and stretched, thrusting his arms up over his head. Then he looked startled.

 

“No. I couldn’t have.”

 

“Yes, you could. Twice.”

 

He squinted down his chest, as though looking for confirmation of this improbable statement, then looked back at me.

 

“Really? Well, that’s hardly fair; I dinna remember a thing about it.” He hesitated for a moment, looking shy. “Was it all right, then? I didna do anything foolish?”

 

I flopped down next to him and snuggled my head into the curve of his shoulder.

 

“No, I wouldn’t call it foolish. You weren’t very conversational, though.”

 

“Thank the Lord for small blessings,” he said, and a small chuckle rumbled through his chest.

 

“Mm. You’d forgotten how to say anything except ‘I love you,’ but you said that a lot.”

 

The chuckle came back, louder this time. “Oh, aye? Well, could have been worse, I suppose.”

 

He drew in his breath, then paused. He turned his head and sniffed suspiciously at the soft tuft of cinnamon under his raised arm.

 

“Christ!” he said. He tried to push me away. “Ye dinna want to put your head near my oxter, Sassenach. I smell like a boar that’s been dead a week.”

 

“And pickled in brandy after,” I agreed, snuggling closer. “How on earth did you get so—ahem—stinking drunk, anyway?”

 

“Jared’s hospitality.” He settled himself in the pillows with a deep sigh, arm round my shoulder.

 

“He took me down to show me his warehouse at the docks. And the storeroom there where he keeps the rare vintages and the Portuguese brandy and the Jamaican rum.” He grimaced slightly, recalling. “The wine wasna so bad, for that you just taste, and spit it on the floor when you’ve done wi’ a mouthful. But neither of us could see wasting the brandy that way. Besides, Jared said ye need to let it trickle down the back of your throat, to appreciate it fully.”

 

“How much of it did you appreciate?” I asked curiously.

 

“I lost count in the middle of the second bottle.” Just then, a church bell started to ring nearby; the summons to early Mass. Jamie sat bolt upright, staring at the windowpane, bright with sun.

 

“Christ, Sassenach! What time is it?”

 

“About six, I suppose,” I said, puzzled. “Why?”

 

He relaxed slightly, though he stayed sitting up.

 

“Oh, that’s all right, then. I was afraid it was the Angelus bell. I’d lost all track of time.”

 

“I’d say so. Does it matter?”

 

In a burst of energy, he threw back the quilts and stood up. He staggered a moment, but kept his balance, though both hands went to his head, to make sure it was still attached.

 

“Aye,” he said, gasping a bit. “We’ve an appointment this morning down at the docks, at Jared’s warehouse. The two of us.”

 

“Really?” I clambered out of bed myself, and groped for the chamber pot under the bed. “If he’s planning to finish the job, I shouldn’t think he’d want witnesses.”

 

Jamie’s head popped through the neck of his shirt, eyebrows raised.

 

“Finish the job?”

 

“Well, most of your other relatives seem to want to kill you or me; why not Jared? He’s made a good start at poisoning you, seems to me.”

 

“Verra funny, Sassenach,” he said dryly. “Have ye something decent to wear?”

 

I had been wearing a serviceable gray serge gown on our travels, acquired through the good offices of the almoner at the Abbey of Ste. Anne, but I did also have the gown in which I had escaped from Scotland, a gift from Lady Annabelle MacRannoch. A pretty leaf-green velvet, it made me look rather pale, but was stylish enough.

 

“I think so, if there aren’t too many saltwater stains on it.”

 

I knelt by the small traveling chest, unfolding the green velvet. Kneeling next to me, Jamie flipped back the lid of my medicine box, studying the layers of bottles and boxes and bits of gauze-wrapped herbs.

 

“Have ye got anything in here for a verra vicious headache, Sassenach?”

 

I peered over his shoulder, then reached in and touched one bottle.

 

“Horehound might help, though it’s not the best. And willow-bark tea with sow fennel works fairly well, but it takes some time to brew. Tell you what—why don’t I make you up a recipe for hobnailed liver? Wonderful hangover cure.”

 

He bent a suspicious blue eye on me.

 

“That sounds nasty.”

 

“It is,” I said cheerfully. “But you’ll feel lots better after you throw up.”

 

“Mphm.” He stood up and nudged the chamber pot toward me with one toe.

 

“Vomiting in the morning is your job, Sassenach,” he said. “Get it over with and get dressed. I’ll stand the headache.”