My chest feels tight and I am suddenly aware that I’ve been holding my breath. It’s only then I realize how much had been riding on that one simple question.
Can’t you tell me what’s going on? I’d begged him in Germany. Can’t you talk to me? No, he’d answered.
Today, he’d said yes.
Relieved, I lean against him, sighing gently as his arm goes around me and basking in the relief and the knowledge that at least for now, I feel safe and connected.
Soon, Jamie joins us, a shopping bag dangling from her arm. “Y’all worn out already?”
“I’m afraid I need to head back to the house,” Damien says. “But you two can continue shopping.”
“Not me. Not unless you want to.” Jamie looks at me, but I shake my head. I’m pretty much over the shopping, too. “I want the hot tub,” she says.
“I think we can go one better,” Damien says, then hits a button on his phone. “Sylvia, can you contact Adriana? See if she can get someone to the Arrowhead house this afternoon for Ms. Fairchild and Ms. Archer. Yes, that’s right. An hour. Call or text the details once you have them. Fine. I’ll be in on Friday.”
Jamie aims a very clear what the fuck look at me, which I in turn voice to Damien. “What’s going on?”
“I thought you two might like massages on the patio,” he says, and Jamie immediately high-fives me.
“You know you’re amazing,” she tells him.
He meets my eyes. “So I’ve been told.”
When we get back to the house, Damien tells us that we’ll find bathing suits in the trunk in Jamie’s guest room and then shows us how to operate the controls on the hot tub. “Help yourself to whatever’s in the fridge,” he adds, “including the champagne.”
I reach out and take his hand, twining his fingers in mine. I want to keep him at my side, but I also know that he’s giving me and Jamie the chance to hang out on our own, something we haven’t done in what feels like a very long time.
“Don’t work too hard,” I say.
“Don’t play too hard,” he counters.
“Wouldn’t dream of it.”
In fact, we don’t play hard at all. Just the opposite. I’m pretty sure that I have never been quite so lazy in all of my life. For that matter, I am pretty sure that popular mythology has it backward. It’s not hell that’s hot, it’s heaven. Hot and wet with jets that pound away your tension.
Jamie’s arms are spread out and she has her head tilted back. “I can’t even tell you how much I need this. And a massage, too? I mean, seriously. There is a god, and his name is Damien.” She lifts her head long enough to flash me a wicked grin. “Seriously, Nik. I am totally in love with your boyfriend.”
“Yeah,” I say. “Me, too.”
Hours later we are hot tubbed and massaged to within an inch of our lives. I’m as limp as a noodle and splayed out on the huge daybed by Jamie. I want to read, but it’s too much work, and I close my eyes and settle into the bliss of total relaxation.
That’s where Damien finds me when he finally emerges from his work cave.
“Hey,” he whispers, brushing his fingers over my shoulder. “How was your day?”
I blink up at the incredible man smiling down at me. “What time is it?”
“Just past six,” he says, which has my eyes opening even wider. I reach for my phone and realize he’s right—and that I’ve been napping for over an hour.
“Never mind,” he says. “I can tell how your day was. And I’m envious.”
“You could have joined us,” I say, giving Jamie a nudge. Like me, she’s dozed off. Unlike me, she’s rolled over onto her stomach and is now snoring softly into a pillow.
Damien, it turns out, has ordered dinner from a local restaurant, and we have a variety of sandwiches, soups, and salads to munch on during the movie he’s planned for us to watch. “I figured I had earned some downtime, too,” he says. “Assuming you don’t mind me joining the party?”