She began to sob. Robin considered reaching out to her, but decided against it. She was bruised all over her shoulders where Alyssa had pummeled her and her knife wound was throbbing more than ever.
“Has Brittany really been phoning him?” Robin asked.
“’S’what he told me,” said Alyssa, wiping her eyes on the back of her hand. “He reckoned his ex-wife framed him, got Brittany to lie… said if ever a young blonde bird turned up she was talking shit and I wasn’t to believe anything she said.”
Robin remembered the low voice in her ear:
Do A know you, little girl?
He had thought that she was Brittany. That was why he had hung up and never called back.
“I’d better be off,” said Robin, worried about how long it would take her to get back to West Ealing. Her body ached all over. Alyssa had landed some powerful blows. “You’ll call the police, right?”
“I s’pose,” said Alyssa. Robin suspected that the idea was a novel one to Alyssa. “Yeah.”
As Robin walked away in the darkness, her fist clenched tightly around her second rape alarm, she wondered what Brittany Brockbank had found to say to her stepfather, and thought she knew: “I haven’t forgotten. Do it again and I’ll report you.” Perhaps it had been a salve to her conscience. She had been frightened that he was still doing to others what he had done to her, but could not face the consequences of a historical accusation.
I put it to you, Miss Brockbank, that your stepfather never touched you, that this story was concocted by yourself and your mother…
Robin knew how it worked. The defense barrister she had faced had been cold and sardonic, his expression vulpine.
You were coming back from the student bar, Miss Ellacott, where you had been drinking, yes?
You had made a public joke about missing the—ah—attentions of your boyfriend, yes?
When you met Mr. Trewin—
I didn’t—
When you met Mr. Trewin outside the halls of residence—
I didn’t meet—
You told Mr. Trewin you were missing—
We never talked—
I put it to you, Miss Ellacott, that you are ashamed of inviting Mr. Trewin—
I didn’t invite—
You had made a joke, Miss Ellacott, hadn’t you, in the bar, about missing the, ah, sexual attentions of—
I said I missed—
How many drinks had you had, Miss Ellacott?
Robin understood only too well why people were scared of telling, of owning up to what had been done to them, of being told that the dirty, shameful, excruciating truth was a figment of their own sick imagination. Neither Holly nor Brittany had been able to face the prospect of open court, and perhaps Alyssa and Angel would be scared away too. Yet nothing, Robin was sure, short of death or incarceration would ever stop Noel Brockbank raping little girls. Even so, she would be glad to know that Shanker had not killed him, because if he had…
“Shanker!” she shouted as a tall, tattooed figure in a shell suit passed under a streetlamp ahead.
“Couldn’t fucking find the bastard, Rob!” came Shanker’s echoing voice. He did not seem to realize that Robin had been sitting on a hard floor in terror for two whole hours, praying for his return. “He can move for a big fucker, can’t ’e?”
“The police’ll find him,” said Robin, whose knees were suddenly weak. “Alyssa’s going to call them, I think. Shanker, will you… please will you drive me home?”
55
Came the last night of sadness
And it was clear she couldn’t go on.
Blue ?yster Cult, “(Don’t Fear) The Reaper”
For twenty-four hours Strike remained in ignorance of what Robin had done. She did not answer when he phoned at lunchtime the next day, but as he was wrestling with his own dilemmas and believed her to be safe at home with her mother he neither found this strange nor troubled to call back. His injured partner was one of the few problems that he believed temporarily solved and he did not intend to encourage her in thoughts of returning to his side by confiding in her the revelation he had experienced outside the hospital.
This, however, was now his overriding preoccupation. After all, there was no longer any competition for his time or attention in the solitary, silent room where no clients called or visited. The only sound was the buzzing of a fly zooming between the open windows in the hazy sunlight, as Strike sat chain-smoking Benson & Hedges.