My Footsteps
I see myself from the back, walking. There are circles of both light and shadow around each of my footsteps. I know that with each step I can now go farther and faster than ever before, so of course I want to spring forward and run. But I am told that I must pause at each step, letting my foot rest on the ground for a moment, if I want it to develop its full power and reach, before taking the next.
dream
How I Read as Quickly as Possible Through My Back Issues of the TLS
I do not want to read about the life of Jerry Lewis.
I do want to read about mammalian carnivores.
I do not want to read about a portrait of a castrato.
I do not want to read this poem:
(“… and so I stood/at the water’s edge among electrolytes…”)
I do want to read about the history of the Inca khipu.
I do not want to read about:
the history of the panda in China
a dictionary of women in Shakespeare
Do want to read about:
sow bugs
bumblebees
Do not want to read about Ronald Reagan.
Do not want to read this poem:
(“What’s the point of sitting on a bus/and fuming?”)
Do want to read about the creation of the musical South Pacific:
(“This study will contribute greatly to the still under-written history of the Broadway musical”)
Not interested in:
The Oxford Companion to Canadian Military History
Not interested in (at least not today):
Hitler
London theater productions
Interested in:
the psychology of lying
Anne Carson on the death of her brother
French writers admired by Proust
the poems of Catullus
translations from the Serbian
Not interested in:
the creation of the Statue of Liberty
Interested in:
beer
East Prussia after World War II
philosemitism
Not interested in:
the Archbishop of Canterbury
Not interested in this poem:
(“Light dazzles from the grass/over the carnal dune…”)
Not interested in:
the Anglo-Portuguese establishment
heraldic leopards
Interested in:
the lectures of Borges
Raymond Queneau’s Exercises in Style
dust jackets in the history of bibliography:
(“For the first time, the dust jacket has been given its due status…”)
Not interested in:
the friendship of Elgar and Schenker
the work of Alexander Pope
T. S. Eliot’s fountain pen
Not interested in:
the Audit Commission
Interested in:
the social value of altruism
the building of the Pont Neuf
the history of daguerreotypes
Not interested in:
a cultural history of the British Census:
(“It is salutary to see, from this learned book, that, mutatis mutandis, such controversies have plagued the census since its inception…”)
Not interested in:
a cultural history of the accordion in America
(“Squeeze This”)
Interested in:
the Southport Lawnmower Museum
Not interested in:
a history of British television criticism
fashion at the Academy Awards:
(“How Oscars dress etiquette has changed since the ceremony’s inception in 1928”)
Not interested in:
Anacaona: The Amazing Adventures of Cuba’s First All-Girl Band
Always (or almost always) interested in:
JC’s NB and the doings of the Basement Labyrinth
Not interested in—or, well, yes, maybe interested in:
the history of diplomacy
Laura Bush’s autobiography
Notes During Long Phone Conversation with Mother
for summer she needs
pretty dress cotton