“They ordered more than 100 murders. How can that be all you have?” I ask.
“We have houses purchased to store cocaine that are empty. That’s what we have.”
“Fuck!” I yell. “I had it all detailed in the story . . . the routes, the houses, the people, the money trail.”
“We know but without the data that supported the story we are at a standstill,” Agent Bass informs me.
I shake my head. “I gave it all to Caleb. I told you that. I didn’t even keep a backup on my computer. I didn’t want anything left behind.”
“That’s not entirely true, now, is it?” By this point the detective practically seethes in anger.
“Phil, Ben has been through a lot. I think he’s given us everything he has.” Agent Bass defends me to the detective.
Our silence takes over the room as I struggle to compose myself and he does the same.
Thirty minutes and a dozen of more of the same questions later, I’m walking out the door and being escorted back into the black SUV. As we drive back to my fleabag motel, we pass Beck’s.
“Hey, pull over here,” I direct the driver.
When he does, I hop out and slam the door. I’m pissed as hell that they think I might have held on to information and even more pissed that they can’t figure out what they have. Are they fucking imbeciles? I’d have offered to do it myself but there’s no way I’m opening that Pandora’s box again.
“You okay, man?” Beck asks when I storm through the door.
“Could be better.”
“Want to talk about it?”
For some reason I do and for the first time in a long time, I open up and tell him everything I’ve tried to forget—and as the weight starts to lift, it feels so fucking good to finally breathe.
Chapter 5
Demons
Friday morning comes way too fast. I feel hungover as shit and for the first time in a while I don’t get out of bed right away. Everything I worked so hard to move past is right back in front of me and I want to just forget it. When I finally wake up it’s after three. I roll out of bed and run down to the small coffee shop I’ve gone to every day this week. The girl behind the counter has worked every day since I got to LA. And just like the previous days, when I approach she smiles, almost like she feels sorry for me. And just before, I shrug off her attention with a smile in return.
When I get back to the motel, I read for an hour or so and then grab my journal to write down everything that happened yesterday. A phone book directory? It makes no sense. All the other data I sorted through was pretty straight forward, but I don’t have time to ponder what Bass said. I have thirty minutes until I’m supposed to meet Christine and it’s at least ten blocks away. I take a quick shower and since Novels is nothing fancy I throw on a pair of chinos and a plaid button-down. I opt for my sneakers since I don’t have any dress shoes with me.
Walking briskly through the cool night air, I arrive at the restaurant just a few minutes after seven. I look around but I don’t see Christine anywhere. I inquire with the hostess and she leads me to a room on the other side of the restaurant. I spot her immediately. She’s seated in a secluded quiet booth in the corner. When I approach, she smiles and stands to greet me.
“Ben.” She sighs.
“Hey there gorgeous. Sorry I’m late,” I say, laying on the charm in the way I know she likes.
“It’s so good to see you.” She hugs me. She pulls back to look at me again and then draws me in a little too close, for a little too long.
I finally break free and give her the once over like she’s giving me. The only difference is my examination doesn’t last long and is much less obvious. She’s around my sister’s age, attractive with long hair and dark eyes, but looks older. She’s wearing a short dress with a low neckline, not the same kind of casual I went for. I notice two glasses of wine and sushi already on the table.