He nodded without looking at her. He knew she would. He would have been surprised if she’d said anything else.
But this felt like such an impossibility that he couldn’t make himself believe there was any real chance of it coming to pass. Could he abandon his plans, however ill formed, for rescuing his brother immediately? Could he put off what needed doing yesterday and gamble on finding someone missing and long presumed dead, hoping she could alter the course of events if she appeared, but not knowing if she would even consider doing so? Did this make any sense at all?
“What do you say, Railing?” Seersha repeated.
But nothing was clear to him anymore. Everything that had made sense in his life had been left behind at Bakrabru when he had flown west into the Breakline with the ill-fated Druid expedition.
“I’ll go,” he said, just like that.
“And I,” Mirai said at once.
Skint gave a curt nod of agreement, and Woostra said, “I’ve already said I would go. How soon do we leave?”
“An airship will be arranged for you,” Seersha said, getting to her feet. “You can leave as soon as you want.”
When she left, Seersha took Crace Coram with her for a meeting with Sian Aresh to discuss preparations for their departure for the Breakline. The two old friends walked side by side in silence toward the city proper and the compound that housed the Home Guard. Elves passing by gave them covert glances, these two Dwarf warriors, scarred and worn from hardship and years. “You don’t believe anything you told that boy,” the Dwarf Chieftain said finally.
“A little of it,” she answered. “Enough of it that I could speak the words without feeling they were a lie.”
“Do you really think that Grianne Ohmsford is still alive? What chance is there of that?”
“What chance is there that his brother is still alive? Or Khyber? It’s all the same.”
“But you gave him hope.”
“Hope is all we have.” She stopped and faced him. “I told Khyber—I promised her, when she left with the rest of you to go through that waterfall that wasn’t a waterfall at all—that I would not let anything happen to Railing Ohmsford. He already had a broken leg and she was taking his brother with her. She knew it would be dangerous and she might not come back, and that Redden Ohmsford might not come back, either. She did not want both brothers to die. She had told their mother she would bring them back, and if she could not bring them both back, she would at least bring one. She was insistent about this. She would make certain at least one of them returned home.”
“So you’re sending him on this hunt for ghosts and shadows to keep him safe? To keep him from going into the Forbidding?”
She reached over and tapped him lightly on the forehead. “And to think they say you’re slow-witted.”
They started walking again, moving off the smaller pathway they had been following onto the main road. “He won’t appreciate it once he finds out what you’ve done.”
“He’ll appreciate it if we bring his brother out of the Forbidding,” she said. “And if we don’t, likely we won’t be around to hear about it, will we?”
They walked the rest of the way in silence.
Still sitting in the common room with his companions after the Dwarves had departed, Railing watched dust motes floating in the sunshine that streamed through the window. “You think trying to find Grianne Ohmsford is a waste of time, don’t you?”
Skint grunted. “If we thought this was a waste of time, we wouldn’t be going with you.”
“Seersha was adamant that I do this,” he said.
“She does seem to have made up her mind that you’re not going into the Forbidding with her,” Mirai agreed.