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capacity or another, quickly swept up their stakes and scuttled

 

out. As soon as the last one cleared the door, Angus banged

 

it shut.

 

"What the hell's going on?" Junior asked.

 

"I'll tell you what's going on. Your friend Reede is about

 

to get the best of you again, while you're here in the back

 

room of this dump pissing your life away."

 

Junior meekly extinguished his cigar. "I don't know what

 

you're talking about."

 

" 'Cause you've got your head up your ass, instead of on

 

your business, where it belongs."

 

By an act of will, Angus calmed himself. If he hollered,

 

Junior would only pout. Yelling never got him anywhere.

 

But it was tough to keep his disappointment and anger from

 

showing.

 

"Alex was at the airfield this afternoon with Reede."

 

"So?"

 

"So, if I'd gotten there ten seconds later, I'd've caught

 

them screwing against the side of an airplane!" he roared,

 

forgetting his resolution to restrain his temper.

 

Junior bolted from his chair. "The hell you say!"

 

"I know when animals are in heat, boy. I make part of

 

my living breeding them, remember? I can smell when they

 

want each other," he declared, touching the end of his nose.

 

"He was doing what you should have been, instead of gambling

 

away money you didn't even earn."

 

Junior flinched. Defensively, he said, "Last I heard, Alex

 

was out of town."

 

"Well, she's back."

 

"All right, I'll call her tonight."

 

"Do better than that. Make a date, see her."

 

"Okay."

 

"I mean it!"

 

"I said, okay!" Junior shouted.

 

"And something else, just so you'll hear it from me first.

 

I've asked Reede to rejoin ME."

 

"Huh?"

 

 

 

"You heard me."

 

"What . . . what'd he say?"

 

"He said no, but I'm not taking that as final." Angus

 

walked toward his son until they were nose to nose. "I'll tell

 

you something else. I haven't decided who'll be working for

 

whom if he takes the job."

 

Junior's eyes reflected his pain and anger.

 

Angus poked him hard in the chest. "You'd better get busy

 

and do what I told you to do, or one of two things could

 

happen. Either Reede'll be sitting at your desk, assigning you

 

jobs like cleaning out the stables, or all of us will be making

 

license plates in the Huntsville prison. Either way, you won't

 

have afternoons to while away playing poker."

 

Angus stepped back and gave the edge of the table a vicious

 

kick with the pointed toe of his lizard boot. It toppled over,

 

sending cards, poker chips, ashtrays, and bottles of beer

 

crashing to the floor.

 

Then he marched out, leaving Junior to clean up the mess.

 

 

 

Thirty-one

 

 

 

The waitress set down two chicken salads served in fresh,

 

hollowed-out pineapples and garnished with sprigs of mint.

 

She asked Junior Minton if he and his guest needed refills

 

on iced tea.

 

"We're fine for now, thanks," he said, flashing her his

 

hundred-watt smile.

 

The country club's dining room offered a view of the golf

 

course. It was one of the few rooms in Purcell County that

 

didn't reek of Texana. The soothing pastel decor would have

 

 

 

fit in anywhere. Junior and Alex were among a small number

 

of luncheon diners.

 

She applied her fork to an almond sliver. "This is almost

 

too pretty to eat. It beats the B & B Cafe's blue-plate special

 

all to heck," she told him as she munched on the nut. "I'm

 

sure if I ever saw the inside of the kitchen, I'd never eat

 

there. It's probably crawling with roaches."

 

"Naw, they chicken-fry them and serve them as appetizers."

 

Junior smiled. "Do you eat there often?"

 

"Often enough. I've had gravy, which comes on everything,

 

and chili up to here."

 

"Then, since you refused to go out with me last night, I'm

 

glad I insisted on lunch today. I've frequently had to rescue

 

ladies who work downtown from the high-calorie clutches of

 

the B & B. The menu is hazardous to their waistlines."

 

"Not that this is much more slenderizing," she said, tasting

 

the rich, creamy salad dressing.

 

"You don't need to worry about that. You're as slender

 

as your mother."

 

Alex rested her fork on the edge of her plate. "Even after

 

having me?"

 

Junior's blond head was bent over his plate. He raised it,

 

noticed her earnest curiosity, and blotted his mouth on the

 

stiff linen napkin before answering. "From the back you'd

 

be taken for twins, except that your hair is darker and has

 

more red in it."

 

"That's what Reede said."

 

"Really? When?"

 

His smile faltered. The question had been posed a little too

 

casually to be taken that way. A telltale crease formed between

 

his brows.

 

"Soon after we met."

 

"Ah." The furrow between his brows smoothed out.

 

Alex didn't want to think about Reede. When she was with

 

him, the practical, methodical, professional detachment she

 

prided herself on disappeared. Pragmatism gave way to emotionalism.

 

 

 

One minute she was accusing him of first-degree murder,

 

the next, kissing him madly and wishing for more. He was

 

dangerous, not only from her viewpoint as a prosecutor, but

 

as a woman. Both facets of her, one as vulnerable as the

 

other, suffered under his assault.

 

"Junior," she said, after they'd finished eating, "why

 

couldn't Reede forgive Celina for having me? Was his pride

 

that badly damaged?"

 

He was staring out the window at the golf greens. When

 

he felt her eyes on him, he looked at her sadly. "I'm disappointed."

 

"About what?"

 

"I thought--hoped--that you accepted my invitation to

 

lunch because you wanted to see me." He let out a discouraged

 

breath. "But you just want to talk about Reede."

 

"Not Reede, Celina. My mother."

 

He reached across the table and squeezed her hand. "It's

 

okay. I'm used to it. Celina used to call me and talk about

 

Reede all the time."

 

' 'What did she say when she called and talked about him?''

 

Junior propped his shoulder against the window and began

 

to play with his necktie, idly pulling it through his fingers.

 

"I usually heard how wonderful he was. You know, Reede

 

this, Reede that. After your father got killed in the war, and

 

she was available again, she was afraid that she'd never get

 

Reede back."

 

"She didn't."

 

"No."

 

"Surely, she didn't expect him to be glad about Al Gaither

 

and me."

 

"No, she knew better than that. Neither of us had wanted

 

her to go away for the summer, but there wasn't much we

 

could do about it once she'd made her mind up," Junior

 

replied. "She went. She was there. We were here, three-hundred-plus

 

miles away. One night, Reede decided to borrow

 

a plane and fly us there to bring her back.

 

"That son of a bitch had convinced me that he could get

 

 

 

us there and back safely before anybody realized the plane

 

was missing. The only person who would notice would be

 

Moe Blakely, and in his book, Reede could do no wrong."

 

"My God, you didn't do it?"

 

"No, not then. One of the stable hands--Pasty Hickam,

 

in fact--overheard us plotting it and told Dad. He gave us hell and threatened us within an inch of our lives not to ever try something that crazy. He knew all about Celina trying to

 

make Reede jealous and advised us to let her have her fun.

 

He assured us that she would eventually tire of it and come

 

home, and everything would be just like it had been before."

 

"But Angus was wrong. When mother came back to Purcell,

 

she was pregnant with me. Nothing was ever the same."

 

She toyed with her iced tea spoon for a long, silent while.

 

"How much do you know about my father, Junior?"

 

"Not much. How about you?"

 

She raised her shoulders in a small shrug. "Only that his

 

name was Albert Gaither, that he was from a coal-mining

 

town in West Virginia, that he was sent to Vietnam within

 

weeks of his marriage to my mother, and that he stepped on

 

a land mine and died months before I was born."

 

"I didn't even know where he came from," Junior told

 

her regretfully.

 

"When I got old enough, I thought about going to West

 

Virginia and looking up his family, but I decided against it.

 

They never made any attempt to contact me, so I felt it best

 

to leave it alone. His remains were shipped to them and

 

interred there. I'm not even certain if my mother attended

 

his funeral."

 

"She didn't. She wanted to, but Mrs. Graham refused to

 

give her the money to make the trip. Dad offered to pay her

 

way, but Mrs. Graham wouldn't hear of that, either."

 

"She let Angus pay for Mother's funeral."

 

"I guess she thought that was different, somehow."

 

"Al Gaither wasn't any more to blame for the hasty marriage

 

than Mother."

 

"Maybe he was," Junior argued. "A soldier going off to

 

 

 

war, that kind of thing. Celina was a pretty girl out to prove

 

her allure."

 

"Because Reede wouldn't sleep with her."

 

"He told you about that, huh?"

 

Alex nodded.

 

"Yeah, well, some of the girls he did sleep with flaunted

 

it in Celina's face. She was out to prove she was woman

 

enough to snare a man. Gaither no doubt took advantage of

 

that.

 

"To your grandma, his name was a dirty word. Because

 

of him, your mother missed her senior year of high school.

 

That didn't go down too well with your grandma, either. No,

 

she had a real ax to grind with Mr. Gaither."

 

"I wish she had at least saved a picture of him. She had

 

thousands of pictures of Celina, but not a single one of my

 

father."

 

"To Mrs. Graham, he probably represented evil, you

 

know, the thing that changed Celina's life forever. And for

 

the worse."

 

"Yes," she said, thinking that Junior's words could apply

 

to how her grandmother felt about her, too. "I don't even

 

have a face to associate with the name. Nothing."

 

"Jesus, Alex, that must be rough."

 

"Sometimes, I think I just sprang up out of the ground."

 

In an effort to lighten the mood, she said, "Maybe I was the

 

first Cabbage Patch kid."

 

"No," Junior said, reaching for her hand again, "you had

 

a mother, and she was beautiful."

 

"Was she?"

 

"Ask anybody."

 

"Was she beautiful inside as well as out?"

 

His brows drew together slightly. "As much as anyone is.

 

She was human. She had faults as well as virtues."

 

"Did she love me, Junior?"

 

"Love you? Hell, yes. She thought you were the most

 

terrific baby ever conceived."

 

Basking in the glow of his words, Alex left the country