Best Kept Secrets

Sarah Jo's bedroom in Kentucky had been duplicated at

 

her Texas home, down to the silk cord tiebacks on the drapes.

 

When the house had been built, she had agreed to let Angus

 

have his heavy, dark furniture, his red leather upholstery,

 

and his hunting trophies in other rooms, but she had flatly

 

refused to let his revolting frontier motif defile their bedroom.

 

 

 

 

 

Cheerfully, he had agreed. He liked her fussy, feminine,

 

frilly things around him at night. He'd often told her that if

 

he'd wanted to marry a cowgirl, he wouldn't have had to go

 

all the way to Kentucky to find one.

 

"Mother, may I come in?" Junior opened the bedroom

 

door after a tentative knock.

 

"Darling, please do." Sarah Jo smiled, evidently quite

 

pleased over her son's visit.

 

Junior found her propped up on a mountain of satin pillows,

 

wearing a lace night jacket, smelling of expensive face cream,

 

and reading the biography of some foreign statesman of whom

 

he'd never heard. He'd never even heard of the country from

 

which the man hailed. Probably no one except his mother

 

had.

 

She took off her reading glasses, laid the book aside, and

 

patted the quilted satin comforter. With a brisk shake of his

 

head, Junior declined to sit down. Instead he remained standing

 

at the foot of the bed, hands in pockets, jingling change,

 

resenting this nightly ritual that was a carryover from his

 

childhood.

 

Long ago, he'd outgrown the need or desire to kiss his

 

mother good night, but Sarah Jo continued to expect it. Her

 

feelings would be hurt if he didn't. He and Angus went out

 

of their way to spare Sarah Jo's feelings, which were always

 

tenuous.

 

"It always smells good in here," he commented for lack

 

of anything else to say. The dressing down he'd received in

 

front of Alex still smarted. He was impatient to leave the

 

house and go to one of the local nightspots where he wouldn't

 

have to concentrate on his problems.

 

"Sachets. I keep them in all my drawers and closets. When

 

I was a girl, we had a maid who made them from crushed

 

dried flowers and herbs. They smelled wonderful," she said

 

reminiscently. "Now I have to order them. They use artificial

 

scents in them these days, but I still think they're pretty."

 

"How's the book?" Junior was already bored with the

 

subject of sachets.

 

"Quite interesting."

 

 

 

He seriously doubted it, but he smiled down at her. "Good.

 

I'm glad you're enjoying it."

 

Sarah Jo sensed his melancholy mood. "What's wrong?"

 

"Nothing."

 

"I can tell when something's wrong."

 

"Nothing out of the ordinary. I got on Dad's bad side by

 

interrupting his discussion with Alex."

 

Sarah Jo made a moue of displeasure. "Your father still

 

hasn't learned how to conduct himself when there's company

 

in the house. If he can be rude enough to cart a guest out of

 

the living room during the cocktail hour, you can be rude

 

enough to interrupt a discussion."

 

She bobbed her head as though she had said her piece and

 

that settled the matter. "What were they discussing so privately,

 

anyway?"

 

"Something about her mother's death," he said nonchalantly.

 

"Nothing to worry about."

 

"Are you sure? Everybody seemed so tense tonight."

 

"If there's any cause for alarm, Dad'll take care of it, the

 

way he always does. It's certainly nothing for you to worry

 

about."

 

He had no intention of telling his mother about Alex's

 

investigation. The men in Sarah Jo's life knew she hated

 

being exposed to anything upsetting or unpleasant, and protected

 

her from it.

 

Angus never discussed business with her, especially when

 

it was bad. She was disappointed when their horses didn't

 

perform well at the track and celebrated when they did, but

 

beyond that, neither the ranch, nor any of the subsidiary

 

companies comprising Minton Enterprises, held much interest

 

for her.

 

Indeed, nothing held much interest for Sarah Jo, with the

 

possible exception of Junior. She was like a beautiful doll,

 

sealed inside a sterile room, never exposed to light or any

 

other corrupting element--especially life itself.

 

Junior loved his mother, but recognized that she wasn't

 

well liked. By contrast, everybody liked Angus. A few of

 

 

 

his friends' wives, out of loyalty and obligation, were friendly

 

to Sarah Jo. if not for them, she wouldn't have any acquaintances

 

in Purcell at all.

 

She'd certainly never gone out of her way to cultivate a

 

friendship. She thought most of the locals were vulgar and

 

coarse, and she made no attempt to conceal her low opinion

 

of them. She seemed perfectly content to reside in this room,

 

surrounded by the soft, pretty, uncomplicated things she liked

 

and understood best.

 

Junior knew she was the object of derision and gossip. It

 

was said that she drank. She didn't, except for two glasses

 

of wine before dinner. Some, who didn't understand her

 

delicate sensibilities, thought she was odd. Others thought

 

she was just plain "off."

 

Admittedly, she was distracted a good deal of the time, as

 

though mentally reliving the privileged childhood she treasured.

 

She had never quite recovered from the premature

 

death of a beloved brother, and had still been mourning it

 

when she had met Angus.

 

Junior wondered if she had married his father to escape

 

unpleasant memories. He could find no other grounds for two

 

such mismatched people to base a marriage.

 

Junior was eager to get on his way to having a good time,

 

but he lengthened tonight's visit, curious to know his mother's

 

opinion of their guest that evening. "What did you think of

 

her?"

 

"Who, Celina's daughter?" Sarah Jo asked absently. Her

 

brows drew together into a slight frown. "She's very attractive

 

physically, though I don't find such flamboyant coloring

 

flattering to a woman."

 

Thoughtfully, she fingered the fine lace on the bodice of

 

her bed jacket. "She's certainly intense, isn't she? Much

 

more serious-minded than her mother. Celina was a silly little

 

thing, God knows. As I recall, she was always laughing."

 

She paused and cocked her head to one side, as though listening

 

to distant laughter. "I don't remember ever seeing that

 

girl when she wasn't laughing."