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Her figure was willowy, her features as dainty as those on a

 

Dresden figurine. Graying blond hair curled softly about a

 

face as pale as the double strand of pearls she was wearing

 

around her neck. Dressed in a full-skirted mauve wool jersey

 

dress that floated around her slender body as she walked, she

 

came into the room and sat down in a chair near Alex's.

 

"Honey, this is Alex Gaither," Angus said. If he was put

 

off by his wife's reprimand, he didn't show it. "Alex, my

 

wife, Sarah Jo."

 

Sarah Jo Minton nodded and, in a voice as formal and cool

 

as her acknowledgment of the introduction, said, "Miss

 

Gaither, a pleasure, I'm sure."

 

"Thank you."

 

Her pallid face lit up and her straight, thin lips curved into

 

a radiant smile when she accepted a glass of white wine from

 

Junior, who had poured it without being asked. "Thank you,

 

sweetheart."

 

He bent down and kissed his mother's smooth, proffered

 

cheek. "Did your headache go away?"

 

"Not entirely, but my nap helped it. Thank you for inquiring.

 

'' She reached up to stroke his cheek. Her hand, Alex

 

noted, was milky white and looked as fragile as a flower

 

ravaged by a storm. Addressing her husband, she said, "Must

 

you bring talk of breeding into the living room, instead of

 

keeping it in the stable, where it belongs?"

 

"In my own house, I'll talk about anything I goddamn

 

well please," Angus answered, though he didn't seem angry

 

at her.

 

Junior, apparently accustomed to their bantering, laughed

 

and circled Sarah Jo's chair to sit on the arm of Alex's. "We

 

weren't talking about breeding, per se, Mother. Dad was just

 

lamenting my inability to keep a wife long enough to produce

 

an heir."

 

"You'll have children with the right woman when the time

 

comes." She spoke to Angus as much as to Junior. Then,

 

turning to Alex, she asked, "Did I overhear you say you'd

 

never been married, Miss Gaither?"

 

"That's right."

 

 

 

"Strange." Sarah Jo sipped her wine. "Your mother certainly

 

never lacked for male companionship."

 

"Alex didn't say she lacked for male companionship,"

 

Junior corrected. "She's just choosy."

 

"Yes, I chose a career over marriage and having a family.

 

For the time being, anyway.'' Her brow beetled as an original

 

idea occurred to her. "Did my mother ever express any interest

 

in having a career?"

 

"Not that I ever heard her mention," Junior said, "though

 

I guess all the girls in our class went through that stage of

 

wanting to be Warren Beatty's leading lady."

 

"She had me so early," Alex said with a trace of regret.

 

"Maybe an early marriage and a baby prevented her from

 

pursuing a career."

 

Junior placed his finger beneath her chin and raised it, until

 

she was looking at him. "Celina made her own choices."

 

"Thank you for saying that."

 

He dropped his hand. "I never heard her say she wanted

 

to be anything other than a wife and mother. I remember the

 

day we talked about it specifically. You should, too, Dad. It

 

was summertime, and so hot you told Reede to take the day

 

off after he'd mucked out the stables. The three of us decided

 

to take a picnic out to that old stock pond, remember?"

 

"No." Angus left his chair in pursuit of another beer.

 

"I do," Junior said dreamily, "like it was yesterday. We

 

spread a quilt under the mesquite trees. Lupe had packed us

 

some homemade tamales to take with us. After we'd eaten

 

them we stretched out on our backs, Celina between Reede

 

and me, and stared up at the sky through the branches of

 

those mesquites. They hardly cast a shade. The sun and our

 

full bellies made us drowsy.

 

' 'We watched buzzards circling something and talked about

 

chasing them down to find out what had died, but we were

 

too lazy. We just lay there, talking, you know, about what

 

we were going to be once we grew up. I said I wanted to be

 

an international playboy. Reede said that if I did, he was

 

gonna buy stock in a company that made condoms and get

 

 

 

rich. He didn't care what he turned out to be, so long as he

 

was rich. All Celina wanted to be was a wife." He paused

 

a moment and looked down at his hands. "Reede's wife."

 

Alex started.

 

"Speaking of Reede," Angus said, "I think I hear his

 

voice."