Beat of the Heart



Drumming my fingers on my jeans, I waited anxiously in the cramped backstage room at Eastman’s Pub—the place where Runaway Train had gotten its start years ago. It was quite a different set-up from our usual concert scene, but it still felt so freakin’ right to be back here. Outside in the bar, a sold out crowd awaited us, standing room only. But a packed house was the last thing on my mind. Instead, a tall, stacked brunette occupied all my thoughts—most of which were pretty X-rated.

Dinner with Mia on Tuesday night led to a ‘barely make it to the bed, a path of clothes strewn up the stairs inside Mia’s house’ all night sexathon. The only thing that had stopped us from going at it all day Wednesday was that Mia had to go to work, which totally blew. Wednesday and Thursday night after she got off work, we skipped the dinner, went straight to screwing, and ordered in food only after we pried ourselves off each other.

I didn’t want to admit it, but I was getting in fucking deep with Mia. I wanted to say it was just about the sex, but it wasn’t. What we had outside of the bedroom was just as good. The shit we talked and laughed about over dinner, the way she rose to every little tease and challenge I gave her—it was fucking amazing.

When I felt a hand on my shoulder, I jerked my head up. Abby stood before me—her brow lined with concern. In Spanish, she asked, “What’s up with you?”

I shrugged. Keeping our conversation private from the guys, I replied back in Spanish, “Nothing. Why?”

“You seem uncharacteristically quiet and mellow.”

“Just in the zone for the show.”

Abby eyed me suspiciously before Jake came up and wrapped his arms around her waist. “You guys shit talking me in Spanish?”

I laughed. “Jesus, such an egomaniac.”

Jake grinned. “Always, man.”

A knock sounded at the door. Jeff, Frank’s temporary replacement as head roadie, opened the door. “Twenty minutes to show-time, guys.”

“Thanks man,” Jake replied.

“Guess we better go get our table,” Lily said, rising off of Bray’s lap. He smacked her ass playfully, which caused her to squeal. “Watch it, mister.”

With a wink, he added, “I’d keep my eyes on you—watching only you—all night if I could.”

Rhys made a gagging noise next to me. “Jesus, between the two of you and Abby and Jake, you’re killing me.”

“You’re just jealous that your ugly mug is all sad and alone,” Bray replied.

With a little swagger in his step, Rhys replied, “I won’t be alone for long tonight.”

“Especially if the blonde barracudas show up,” Lily said, with disgust.

Rhys grinned. “I certainly hope they do.” He smacked my arm. “Don’t you?”

“Uh…yeah. I guess.”

Rhys gave me a ‘what the fuck?’ look as Abby and Lily went out the door. Once they were gone, he asked, “Is your lack of enthusiasm for guaranteed ass because you’re betting on Kylie being here tonight?”

Oh shit. “She’s coming?” I asked in a strangled voice.

With a bob of his head, Rhys replied, “Lily’s mom has the kids tonight. But I would’ve thought she would have let you know that via sext or some shit.”

“I’m not expecting to hook-up with Kylie tonight.” My gut told me if Mia and Kylie met, I was fucked and not in a good way.

Jeff sauntered back in the room. “Got Abby and Lily to their table. You guys need anything?”

Rising out of my chair, I went over to him. “Yeah man, I’ve got a girl waiting outside for me. She’s supposed to check in at the bar. Can you bring her back here, so I can see her before the show?”

“No problem.”

After Jeff shut the door behind him, a low whistle echoed through the room. I whirled around to see the guys staring at me. “What?” I snapped.

“You invited a chick to our show?” Jake asked.

“I wouldn’t exactly call Mia a chick—she’s more of a woman.”

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