"Can we wait?" she asked quickly. "I don't want to rush mating with you again until we get a few things straight between us."
Even though sex with him would clear her head, her human heart wanted more between them than just a physical relationship. She wanted to know the human part of her mate.
"Such as?" Dante asked.
"I don't know," she answered honestly. "I know in my heart that committing myself to you is the best thing for both of us. It's probably the only thing since I no longer have a pack to shelter me. But the human in me wants to know you better before I take such a permanent step."
To her relief, he didn't try to balk or force her.
"What do you need from me?"
"Just be with me as a human for a little while and let me get to know you, okay?"
Dante nodded even though what he really wanted to do was take her back upstairs and give her what both their bodies craved.
But she was young and scared. This was a momentous step for both of them. Bonding was eternal and it wasn't something to be taken lightly.
True kindness to someone else was all but alien to him. He understood loyalty. Obligation.
But love and tenderness…
Panthers didn't dream of such things. They only understood immediate needs. The ones for food, shelter, sex.
Offspring.
And yet he wanted something more from her. Something deeper.
He wanted her acceptance.
Her touch.
It was stupid. What did he need with such things? He had money. Power. Magic.
He could force her to do anything he wanted her to. But it still wouldn't give him what he wanted.
Her heart.
Damn him for his human half.
Sighing, he led her toward the Marquis Steakhouse where they could get something to eat.
The night went by quickly as Pandora followed Dante around to various booths and concerts where alternative bands were displaying their wares and talents. Dante seemed to have a knack for finding really good performers who were excited about being offered money to play in his club in Minnesota.
"How long have you had your club?" she asked as he bought three CDs from a band called Emerald Rose who had been playing earlier outside the conference rooms at the Hyatt.
"Almost thirty years now."
Wow, that was a long time. Dante looked good for a man who was more than two hundred years old.
Really good.
"And the humans don't realize that you're always there and that you never age?"
He shook his head. "When they leave the Inferno, we tamper with their minds a bit. Even if they come in every night, they never remember those of us who don't age or change."
"That must be nice. In my…" She hesitated to say "pack" since they had thrown her out. "In my world, we stay away from the humans as much as possible."
"So what's the future like where you live, anyway?"
"Not that much different from this. Haven't you ever been?"
"Not since I was a cub. When I first got control of my time-travel powers, I hopped around quite a bit. But after a while, it got boring. Things and places changed, but the people didn't. So I decided to stay with my pack in Minnesota and not worry about the past or the future."
She would love to be able to time-jump like that. It was true freedom and that was one thing she'd never known.
"Can you teach me how to use my powers like that?" she asked.
"Of course."
She smiled. None of her sisters who had been sent into this time period had been taught anything. The Katagaria hadn't allowed them to develop their powers for fear they would leave. Some of them had even been forced by the Katagaria to wear metriazo collars to ensure that none of them would ever be able to use their magic.
It was harsh and cruel.
"Is it hard to time-travel?" she asked.
"Not now, it's not for me. But I've had centuries to perfect my powers. When you first start it can be… surprising. Last time I left Leo and Mike at home, they time-jumped from Minnesota 2002 to the Aleutian Islands 1432 instead of New York 2065. It was a bitch trying to find them and get them home again."
"I'm surprised you went after them."
"Yeah, well, they annoy me, but I understand they're just cubs who will eventually grow up… probably to annoy me even more."
She laughed at his offbeat humor as they drifted through the strangely garbed crowd. She had to admit that Dante was a lot of fun once he got used to you and stopped being so feral and snarling.
"You do have a heart, don't you?"
"No, Pandora," he said, his blue eyes scorching her with their intensity. "I don't. I only have responsibility. And I have a shitload of it."
Maybe, but she wasn't quite so sure. For one thing the arm he had draped around her shoulders didn't say "burden," it said "protective."
And she wanted to pretend it said something even more. Something like friendship.
Maybe even love.
Dante paused at a dealer's display case. A tiny smile hovered at the edges of his lips as something caught his eye. He motioned for the dealer to come over.
"Can I help you?" the older woman asked as she approached them.