“I didn’t want to see,” she whispered, so low it wasn’t even sound.
One of his arms rose to wrap around her shoulders from the front and she knew he’d heard. “Never alone.”
It was a promise, one she armored herself in, but it still took every ounce of Psy skill she had to keep her voice from breaking as she relived the horror. “I saw his reflection.” A reflection cast in blood, a ruby-red mirror in the charnel house of that last vision.
“Then there’s no question—Faith has to be present,” Judd said.
“She might be present, but she’s not going to stick out her neck and attract his attention.” Vaughn’s arm was pure steel around her shoulders, not the least bit hurtful, but also not the least bit movable.
“Vaughn.” She kept her voice low, but guessed that Clay and Lucas could hear nonetheless. “I think we should go for a walk.”
He released her from his hold and took her hand. “This won’t take long,” he told the others, but didn’t say anything else until he’d brought them to a stop several meters into the woods. “I’m not letting you put yourself in danger.”
“There’s very little danger, almost none, in telepathy.”
“Yeah, well, maybe this guy falls into the ‘almost.’ He’s different—he was able to trap you into the visions.”
“Perhaps,” she agreed. “But that doesn’t change anything.”
He didn’t reply, the jaguar very much apparent in his eyes.
So she spoke to the animal. “You once asked me about guilt. I said I didn’t feel any. That was a lie.” She forced herself to break another wall of Silence—to do and feel was easy compared to putting those things in words. “The guilt walks beside me from morning till night, from instant to instant. I’m an F-Psy, but I couldn’t save my own sister’s life. That makes me a failure.”
“You had no way of knowing what it was you were seeing,” he grit out.
“Logic doesn’t work here, Vaughn! You know that more than anyone.” She pushed him, asked him to remember the guilt he felt for Skye’s death though he’d been a child himself.
He curved his hand around her neck. “There will come a time when I won’t bend, won’t be reasonable, won’t act human.”
She’d realized that in the first few seconds after meeting him. “But that particular point hasn’t been reached.”
“I want you with me at all times. The second anything goes wrong, you get out. I don’t care if you have to turn his brains to jelly. Get out.”
“I have no intention of permitting him close enough to hurt me. I’ll be a shadow and then I’ll be gone.”
The cat clawed at the walls of Vaughn’s mind as they worked out the details with the others. “There’s something else,” he said, after they’d agreed on a simple plan.
“The Council.” Sascha leaned forward. “They have to know she’s defected by now. They’ll come after her with every weapon they have. As an F-Psy, she knows far too much.”
The animal in Vaughn wanted to eliminate the threat and take care of them once and for all—Psy with crushed skulls couldn’t harm his mate—but the man knew it wasn’t so simple. Currently the Council had six heads, but it was a multilimbed monster. Taking out one head would cause two or three more to sprout in its place. The only way it could ever be totally destroyed was for it to be torn out by its very roots. And the only people who could invoke a change that deep were the Psy themselves.
Faith rested her body against his side. “There may be something that will stay their hand.”
The beast calmed at the gentle heat of her. “You have an idea?”
“Less an idea than a knowing.” Her voice was suddenly heavy with grief. “It’s always bothered me why Marine was murdered. He has this sick excitement leading up to the kill he’s planning to make tomorrow, but there was nothing like that with Marine. He didn’t stalk her. The buildup was in how clearly I saw the end result—loss of breath eventually metamorphosing into total suffocation.”
Her strength impressed him to animal pride. Shifting his hold, he leaned against the railing and pulled her into the cradle formed by his spread legs. She came without complaint, putting her own hands over the ones he’d draped around her hips.
“Could she have been a chance kill, taken because the opportunity was there?” Judd Lauren’s voice made the jaguar want to snarl—the cat didn’t understand the fine distinction between enemy and uncertain ally.
“No, there was no sense of him being rushed or unprepared.”
Vaughn hated to hear the pain in her voice, but knew time alone would heal those wounds. Though they’d never disappear, they’d turn into scars and that was okay, because those scars made them stronger.
Sascha tapped her foot. “What did your sister do?”
“She was a cardinal telepath. A communications specialist for the PsyClan.”
VISIONS OF HEAT
Nalini Singh's books
- Visions of Magic
- Visions of Skyfire
- Ascendancy of the Last
- Blood of Aenarion
- Broods Of Fenrir
- Burden of the Soul
- Caradoc of the North Wind
- Cause of Death: Unnatural
- City of Ruins
- Dark of the Moon
- Demons of Bourbon Street
- Edge of Dawn
- Eye of the Oracle
- Freak of Nature
- Heart of the Demon
- Lady of Devices
- Lance of Earth and Sky
- Last of the Wilds
- Legacy of Blood
- Legend of Witchtrot Road
- Lord of the Wolfyn
- Of Gods and Elves
- Of Wings and Wolves
- Prince of Spies
- Professor Gargoyle
- Promise of Blood
- Secrets of the Fire Sea
- Shadows of the Redwood
- Sin of Fury
- Sins of the Father
- Smugglers of Gor
- Sword of Caledor
- Sword of Darkness
- Talisman of El
- Threads of Desire (Spellcraft)
- Tricks of the Trade
- Well of the Damned
- Wings of Tavea
- Wings of the Wicked
- A Bridge of Years
- Chronicles of Raan
- Dawn of Swords(The Breaking World)
- A Draw of Kings
- Hunt the Darkness (Guardians of Eternity)
- Lord of the Hunt
- Master of War
- Mistfall(Book One of the Mistfall Series)
- The Gates of Byzantium
- The House of Yeel
- The Oath of the Vayuputras: Shiva Trilogy 3
- The Republic of Thieves #1
- The Republic of Thieves #2
- Edge of Dawn
- A Quest of Heroes
- Mistress of the Empire
- Servant of the Empire
- Gates of Rapture
- Reaper (End of Days)
- This Side of the Grave
- Magician's Gambit (Book Three of The Belgariad)
- Skin Game: A Novel of the Dresden Files
- Murder of Crows
- The Queen of the Tearling
- A Tale of Two Castles
- Mark of the Demon
- Sins of the Demon
- Blood of the Demon
- The Other Side of Midnight
- Vengeance of the Demon: Demon Novels, Book Seven (Kara Gillian 7)
- Cold Burn of Magic
- Of Noble Family
- Wrath of a Mad God ( The Darkwar, Book 3)
- King of Foxes
- Daughter of the Empire
- Mistress of the Empire
- Krondor : Tear of the Gods (Riftwar Legacy Book 3)
- Shards of a Broken Crown (Serpentwar Book 4)
- Rise of a Merchant Prince
- End of Days (Penryn and the End of Day #3)
- Servant of the Empire
- Talon of the Silver Hawk
- Shadow of a Dark Queen
- The Cost of All Things
- The Wicked (A Novella of the Elder Races)
- Night's Honor (A Novel of the Elder Races Book 7)
- Born of Silence
- Born of Shadows
- Sins of the Night
- Kiss of the Night (Dark Hunter Series – Book 7)
- Born Of The Night (The League Series Book 1)
- The Council of Mirrors
- Born of Ice
- Born of Fire
- Born of Defiance
- Gates of Paradise (a Blue Bloods Novel)
- A Very Levet Christmas (Guardians of Eternity)
- Darkness Eternal (Guardians of Eternity)
- City of Fae