Without giving her a chance to answer, he stood. “Never forget that half your genetic material came from me. Perhaps even the part that gave you your conscience.”
Picking up the organizer on the table, he turned to business again. “I’ll await your decision—try not to take too long. If you’re not going to accept, the clan needs to take other measures to forestall further loss, and you need to find another way to keep yourself safe from the Council in the long term.”
Faith watched him walk to the door. “Wait!” Getting up, she made her way to him and then, for the first time in her adult life, she touched her father, hugging him quickly. He didn’t return the gesture, but neither did he push her away. When she let him go, she searched his face and found the same blank slate she’d always seen. “Don’t you want to break free?”
It seemed as if he wouldn’t answer, but then he said, “If all the strong ones leave, then the Council will be completely without limits. I am precisely where I need to be.”
“To do what?” Vaughn asked from behind her.
Anthony looked over her head to the jaguar who was her life. “That, Mr. D’Angelo, is not something you’ve earned the right to know.” He left without another word, escorted out by Clay, who’d been standing watch outside the door.
“Your father is a very interesting man.”
Faith turned. “Why do you say that?”
“Psy are hard to judge, but what I can say is that your father doesn’t give off the stink most Psy do.”
“Me?”
“You smell like my kind of sugar, Red.” He grinned at her blush. “I want to lick you up from head to toe.”
“We were talking about my father.” She scowled, but there was lightning in her bloodstream.
“Your father doesn’t stink. You and Sascha don’t either.” He scowled. “Come to think of it, neither does that damn Psy.”
She didn’t have to ask him to clarify. There was only one Psy who seemed to make him react so badly. “And?”
Scowl fading, he ran his fingers down her spine. “I have very little evidence to back it up, but I think the bad scent is a marker of complete immersion in Silence. Those who have some conscience left, some spark, some ability to break conditioning, don’t smell.”
She thought that over and whispered a single, shocking word, “Rebellion?”
“From within? It wouldn’t surprise me—your Council’s created the perfect environment for it. History paints them as a strong body, but one that had checks and balances. These days they’re crossing line after line. Maybe they’ve crossed too far for some of their own.”
“It’ll take a long time even if it is happening.” Though the commercial world had stayed its hand in regard to Faith, the Council wasn’t something to be taken down without taking down Silence. And as Vaughn had pointed out, there were thousands, millions, who were completely conditioned and would die that way.
“It’s a start.”
She nodded, feeling hope for her people, her race. “Maybe that was why Marine died. Because she was somehow part of a rebellion and they found out.” If that was true, then her sister’s death hadn’t been senseless. Her life had been lost in a battle no one knew was taking place. And she would honor that.
“I want to do the forecasts. As well as generating income for DarkRiver, it’ll let me use skills I’ve spent a lifetime developing. More importantly, it’ll allow me to keep in touch with Father.” She looked to see how he was taking the news.
“I’m not going to stop you, Red. You’re out of the Net. That’s what matters.”
“Maybe I can help change things from the outside as Father works on the inside.” She believed in Anthony, this father she’d never known. Now she had the time and the opportunity. Without monitors, he might begin to trust her and they could speak about many things, perhaps even whispers of rebellion.
Two weeks later, Faith was glad to be alive and with Vaughn. Glad? That didn’t begin to describe her utter and complete joy, her feeling of belonging, her delight in being with him. But . . . “I don’t know how to be in this world,” she whispered in the sultry darkness of their bed.
He turned to lie on his side, one arm under his head, the other stroking her hip almost absently. “I know, Red.” He dropped a kiss on her nose, the gesture bringing a smile to her face. Only with her was he so tender. “I know what it’s like to not quite fit. But you’re strong. You’ll find a way.”
She hadn’t expected him to say that, to lay the responsibility for her happiness in her own hands. “I’ve developed the ability to venture out sometimes, but I don’t think I can ever live in a populated area.”
“Baby, do I look like a city slicker to you?”
Her laugh was startled out of her. “Right. So that isn’t going to be a problem?”
VISIONS OF HEAT
Nalini Singh's books
- Visions of Magic
- Visions of Skyfire
- Ascendancy of the Last
- Blood of Aenarion
- Broods Of Fenrir
- Burden of the Soul
- Caradoc of the North Wind
- Cause of Death: Unnatural
- City of Ruins
- Dark of the Moon
- Demons of Bourbon Street
- Edge of Dawn
- Eye of the Oracle
- Freak of Nature
- Heart of the Demon
- Lady of Devices
- Lance of Earth and Sky
- Last of the Wilds
- Legacy of Blood
- Legend of Witchtrot Road
- Lord of the Wolfyn
- Of Gods and Elves
- Of Wings and Wolves
- Prince of Spies
- Professor Gargoyle
- Promise of Blood
- Secrets of the Fire Sea
- Shadows of the Redwood
- Sin of Fury
- Sins of the Father
- Smugglers of Gor
- Sword of Caledor
- Sword of Darkness
- Talisman of El
- Threads of Desire (Spellcraft)
- Tricks of the Trade
- Well of the Damned
- Wings of Tavea
- Wings of the Wicked
- A Bridge of Years
- Chronicles of Raan
- Dawn of Swords(The Breaking World)
- A Draw of Kings
- Hunt the Darkness (Guardians of Eternity)
- Lord of the Hunt
- Master of War
- Mistfall(Book One of the Mistfall Series)
- The Gates of Byzantium
- The House of Yeel
- The Oath of the Vayuputras: Shiva Trilogy 3
- The Republic of Thieves #1
- The Republic of Thieves #2
- Edge of Dawn
- A Quest of Heroes
- Mistress of the Empire
- Servant of the Empire
- Gates of Rapture
- Reaper (End of Days)
- This Side of the Grave
- Magician's Gambit (Book Three of The Belgariad)
- Skin Game: A Novel of the Dresden Files
- Murder of Crows
- The Queen of the Tearling
- A Tale of Two Castles
- Mark of the Demon
- Sins of the Demon
- Blood of the Demon
- The Other Side of Midnight
- Vengeance of the Demon: Demon Novels, Book Seven (Kara Gillian 7)
- Cold Burn of Magic
- Of Noble Family
- Wrath of a Mad God ( The Darkwar, Book 3)
- King of Foxes
- Daughter of the Empire
- Mistress of the Empire
- Krondor : Tear of the Gods (Riftwar Legacy Book 3)
- Shards of a Broken Crown (Serpentwar Book 4)
- Rise of a Merchant Prince
- End of Days (Penryn and the End of Day #3)
- Servant of the Empire
- Talon of the Silver Hawk
- Shadow of a Dark Queen
- The Cost of All Things
- The Wicked (A Novella of the Elder Races)
- Night's Honor (A Novel of the Elder Races Book 7)
- Born of Silence
- Born of Shadows
- Sins of the Night
- Kiss of the Night (Dark Hunter Series – Book 7)
- Born Of The Night (The League Series Book 1)
- The Council of Mirrors
- Born of Ice
- Born of Fire
- Born of Defiance
- Gates of Paradise (a Blue Bloods Novel)
- A Very Levet Christmas (Guardians of Eternity)
- Darkness Eternal (Guardians of Eternity)
- City of Fae