The Queen of All that Dies (The Fallen World Book 1)

I open my eyes at that. He’s being genuine. And this is the worst. A bad guy with a change of heart. I’m not his redemption; I’m going to be his executioner.

 

He kisses me, and this time I don’t fight it. My lips move against his, and I tangle my fingers in his hair, relishing the fact that I’m ruining it. He makes an approving sound in my mouth and lifts me so that my legs are forced to wrap around his hips.

 

The king moves us to the bed and then places me on top of it. He reaches under my back and unsnaps my bra. I wince as he tosses the flimsy garment aside.

 

And then he’s touching me, kneading my breasts, moving his thumbs over my nipples, and I can’t figure out whether this situation disturbs me or turns me on. Both, I think.

 

Montes’s mouth replaces his fingers, and his teeth skim the tender flesh. I shiver at the sensation, and he flashes me a smile.

 

 

 

“Still a virgin?” he asks.

 

“That’s none of your business.”

 

“I’ll take that as a yes,” he says, “which means it’s my job to make sure you enjoy yourself tonight.”

 

“That’s not going to happen.”

 

“We’ll see what you say after all is said and done.”

 

His fingers hook under the thin fabric of my panties and he pulls them off me before removing his boxer briefs. When he returns to the bed, he lays his body over mine. I’ve never experienced so much skin-on-skin contact, and I’m surprised to find that it feels good.

 

Really good.

 

He rolls to my side and moves his hand until it’s touching the most intimate part of me.

 

“Montes.” I jerk away from him before I remember myself.

 

He pushes me back down against the mattress and kisses my collarbone. His fingers slip inside me, and I jerk again.

 

“You’re already wet,” his whispers in my ear.

 

I get the logistics of female anatomy, but not how it works when expert fingers strum it. Judging by the king’s smug tone, I can piece together what I’m missing. The way he touches me has me throwing my head back and closing my eyes.

 

My breath catches and picks up as his fingers rhythmically stroke me. Sensation is building up inside of me, and my eyes flutter closed to better experience this.

 

 

 

The king lets out a satisfied chuckle under his breath, then removes his fingers. I’m left bereft only for a moment before he rolls back onto me and positions himself. My eyes snap open and gaze into his. Oh God, it’s happening.

 

“This might hurt,” he says.

 

And it does, briefly. Then I feel him fully inside me.

 

Montes’s hands brush back the hair of my face, and he presses a kiss along my cheek as he withdraws.

 

The optimist in me wonders if this is it. Show’s over. Then Montes glides back into me, and I suck in a breath at the pleasant throb. The man who ruined my world, killed my parents and most of my people, is now my husband, and he’s making love to me. And I’m enjoying it. It’s so wrong it makes my skin crawl.

 

A stray tear streaks down my cheek. “I hate you,” I say to him.

 

“You won’t always feel that way,” he says, thrusting into me.

 

“I will. I swear it.”

 

“Give it up,” he growls, pushing into me harder. “The war is over.”

 

“Not for me. It won’t ever be over for me.”

 

 

 

 

 

Chapter 17

 

Serenity

 

 

I lie awake for a long time afterwards, staring at the ceiling. Next to me the king’s breathing is steady and even. He fell asleep a while ago. When I can’t take it anymore, I push his arm off of my waist. The king makes a noise in his sleep and rearranges himself.

 

I slip out of bed and grab the silk robe that someone had set out for me earlier. The smooth material makes me want to shrug the garment off. After wearing rough fatigues for most of my life, such soft fabric feels unnatural against my skin. Instead I cinch the robe around my waist and walk outside.

 

I grip the stone railing. Here, wherever here is, the night is pleasant. I can smell the seawater carried along the breeze.

 

Now that no one is watching, I bow my head and allow myself to weep. Weep for my life, for all those who’ve killed or died because of the war, and for the uncertain future of the world.

 

 

 

When I’ve cried myself out, I lie down on the cool floor of the balcony and stare at the stars. I make out the Pleiades, a constellation my mother taught me years ago. Make a wish upon the seven sisters, she’d whisper to me when we’d catch sight of them.

 

And I do so now. I wish I could be up there with you. I gaze at them until my eyes drift closed.

 

Sometime later I feel my body lifted off the ground and the warm press of skin against mine as I’m tucked back into my bed.

 

I’m pulled from sleep once more when I feel a light kiss on my lips, and the sensation of hands caressing my skin. I make an approving sound at the back of my throat and stretch like a contented cat.

 

Then my situation comes rushing back to me. My eyes snap open, and I stare into Montes’s deep brown ones. His hair hangs down around his face, and I can’t help but notice that the ruffled look suits him well.

 

The sky outside has a predawn glow. It’s not morning yet, which means …

 

“Again?” I widen my eyes. Of course we weren’t going to do this only once. I’d just hoped that it wouldn’t happen again so soon. I enjoyed it far too much the first time.

 

“I plan on acquainting myself with you many times.”

 

I feel his erection press against me, and my breath catches. Just like last night, his fingers touch the soft skin between my legs. His thumb dances circles around my sensitive flesh until I moan. I bite back the sound, but it’s too late.

 

 

 

Montes wears a knowing grin, and his finger moves faster. “Like that?” he whispers against my ear.

 

“This changes nothing,” I gasp out.

 

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