Gran’s words barely registered as I fumbled with the blankets, my eyes stinging and watering in the sunlight. Finally I got my hand free of the sheets, my gaze latching onto the silver lacework gleaming across my knuckles. “Thank God,” I whispered and collapsed back against the sheets. As my panic receded, I realized I could feel Tristan in my mind, just faintly. He was miserable though, and in pain.
“Cécile, where have you been? We searched everywhere for you; for weeks, months! We thought you were dead!” Gran said.
“I… I…” I didn’t know what to say. “Can you please close the drapes?”
She did as I asked and, in the dimmer light, I could see my grandmother had aged. Deep lines creased her face and her normally upright shoulders were slumped. “Christophe told me they found you on their front porch and brought you straight here,” she said softly. “But your dress was soaked through.” Her eyes met mine. “It hasn’t rained in more than a week. And you hadn’t any shoes, but your feet were clean.” A shudder ran through her and she turned away. I’d never seen her cry before.
“Luc took me,” I said softly. “He caught me on my way home from town.”
Gran spun around. “You’ve been in Trianon this whole time?”
“No,” I said. “He sold me.”
Her eyes widened. “But who…” Whirling around, she crossed my room and flung open the chest of drawers. Rifling around, she extracted something from a leather purse and examined it closely. Her breath hissed through her lips and a coin bounced against the floorboards. “Troll gold. I know it by the weight.”
“Yes.” I awkwardly pushed myself into a seated position, my ribs stiff and sore.
“They’re monsters.” Her voice trembled with fear.
“Some of them,” I agreed, swinging my legs around. “But most of them are rather charming.”
Gran stared at me in horror. “What did they want with you?”
The door swung open and Joss stuck her head in. “Girards are here.”
“You should go down and greet them,” I said. “I’ll dress and be down shortly.”
“You shouldn’t be up,” Gran said. “You need to rest.”
“I’ll be fine. Go ahead.”
I waited until they were down the steps and then pulled on one of my old dresses, my body stiff and uncooperative. There was a long scar running down my rib cage, pink and fresh. Magic had been used to heal me. My grandmother’s magic, if what the King had said was true. But I had no time to think about that now. Stepping quietly across the floor, I made my way down the hall and into my father’s room. I pushed open the window, climbed out onto the shed and jumped to the ground. My knees buckled and I tumbled into a heap, breathing hard. I didn’t have time for this. I needed to get back to Trollus now. Tristan was hurt because of me. I had to help him.
Sneaking around to the front of the house, I eased the reins of Chris’s horse loose from the post and swung into the saddle. The door opened and Chris looked out, his mouth dropping open when he saw me. “Cécile, no!”
“I have to,” I whispered. Wheeling the horse around, I slammed my heels against its side and galloped out of the yard.
I didn’t get far. By the time I reached the tree line, Chris had caught up to me on his father’s horse. Reaching down, he grabbed hold of my reins and pulled the two horses to a halt.
“Have you lost your mind?” he shouted.
I kicked the horse’s sides and tried to pull the reins free, but I was already exhausted from the short gallop, my injured side screaming from exertion. “I need to go back!” The words came out in a choked sob. “He’s hurt. I have to help him.”
“How?” Chris swung down from the saddle and pulled me off the horse. “What do you possibly think you can do? Ride back into Trollus and demand they let him go? He can’t leave, Cécile. He’s as stuck there as the rest of them.”
“You can’t expect me to do nothing!”
“That’s exactly what I expect you to do. That’s exactly what Tristan expects you to do.” He grabbed my chin and forced me to look at him. “If you go back, everything he did, everything he sacrificed to keep you alive will be for nothing. You can’t help him, Cécile, but you can ensure his sacrifice was worthwhile.”
“Of course you would say that,” I hissed. “You hate him. You’re jealous of him. Don’t pretend you’d shed a tear if you found out he was dead.”
Chris abruptly let go of me. “Is that what you think of me?”
I looked away, lowering myself on weak knees to the ground.
“You think I’d see someone dead because I was jealous?”
“Then prove me wrong.” My voice was barely audible. “Help me save him.”
“Letting you go back would be the exact opposite of helping him,” Chris replied, blankly watching the horses wander off to graze. “He made me promise to keep you safe, but even if he hadn’t, I still wouldn’t let you go. Hate me if you want to, but I’m not letting you throw your life away for a troll.”