AT DAWN THEY CAME TO THE VARYSH RIVER, which marked the boundary between Baen-Tar and Valhanan. Water levels were low, typical of late summer, and Sasha rode to the far bank with barely a splash to wet her boots. Soldiers dismounted along both banks to lead their horses over the rocks and gravel of the exposed riverbed to drink.
Sasha was relieved to find that men had rations, for she had none. Her vanguard shared some bread and fruit with her as she stood and flexed her legs, watching Peg graze amidst the thick bushes that overgrew the riverbank. Birds chorused against the pale overcast sky, as hooves clattered on rock and men conversed in various tongues, weapons and armour clinking as they sat and ate, or briefly washed.
Finishing her breakfast, Sasha walked to a better vantage on the water's edge. So many men and horses. They lined the river as far as she could see to the upstream and downstream bends. Line company men, Lenayin's best equipped and most fearsome warriors. Not necessarily the best trained, nor even the highest standard, given the lifelong training that even simple farmers received. But these were the men she needed, more than common villagers. These men had horses.
Still, she reflected, she would have to get someone to count heads, just for certainty, and see if the number came anywhere near the two thousand of her earlier estimation. Lieutenant Alyn and the vanguard had followed her to the water's edge, she saw. They made a rough, informal line, separating her from the surrounding men and horses. It made her uncomfortable, as did many of the looks that came her way from the surrounding, mostly Goeren-yai soldiers. Some gazed in amazement, others in simple curiosity. Yet others were unreadable. Men of Lenayin were not easily impressed, she knew. And Kessligh had told her often that respect, in Lenayin, was no one's birthright. She took some comfort in Andreyis's words the previous night and yet she remained unconvinced. Many of these men needed no convincing of the rightness of their cause, but it would take plenty more than a pretty speech to convince many of them of her, no matter who her uman.
Some men performed taka-dans—as all soldiers would try to do them at least once a day, under any circumstances. Sasha settled for her stretching regimen—taka-dans could wait for a little more privacy. A soldier in Falcon Guard uniform approached, hair braided and ears ringed. He gained permission from Lieutenant Alyn, then squatted before Sasha, who sat upon a flattish rock with legs splayed, grasping one boot with both hands.
“Another thirty-five have joined from neighbouring villages, M'Lady,” he told her. “Others are spreading the word, there is talk of hundreds more arriving shortly. It would be many more, but for the shortage of horses. Some are saying they will walk to the valley.”
“And arrive ten days late,” Sasha replied. “If they can find us, so can our enemies. It calls for watchful scouts, we don't want to mistake one for the other.”
“Aye, M'Lady, we have men who know the region well. They are watchful.”
He left, replaced by Tyrun and Lieutenant Alyn as she finished her stretching. “Advice,” she asked the sharp-featured captain as they stood by the flowing water. “How do we stop this formation from turning into a rabble? Already we're becoming strung out across entire folds. If we simply keep adding new arrivals to the rear, they'll become easy pickings for ambush or charge from behind. These new arrivals are just villagers, they may be formidable warriors alone, but their equipment is not so good and their understanding of mass tactics even less.”
“And we haven't trained together,” Lieutenant Alyn added, looking about the riverbanks in concern, biting at his lip. “I served in the Yethulyn Bears before I joined the Royal Guard—it took me months to learn the different ways the Royal Guard fight. Understanding of tactics changes from region to region and unit to unit—some men will charge an ambush, others will dismount to fight on foot, others may try to outflank. We're only going to add new militia soldiers as we continue, how can we know how these new additions will behave? To say nothing of this great fruit salad of units we've accumulated.”
Tyrun finished chewing a bite of fruit and spat out the pips. “At least you youngsters ask the right questions. Now you need to learn that not every question has an answer. To both of you, I say simply that we do the best we can. M'Lady, I regret to inform you that we are a rabble. No helping it. If we get hit in midcolumn on the march, we'll get split. I've instructed ranks along the line to circle and enfold, if any such hit us…but you know the difficulty of anything so rapid in this terrain.
“On the bright side, this is the easy bit. Making this rabble work against thousands of Hadryn and probably Banneryd heavy cavalry, especially if they get wind of us and have time to prepare…that'll be the test.”
A man was running along the bank, feet slipping on stones in his haste. Lieutenant Alyn moved to intercept, but Tyrun barked a command and he was let through. “M'Lady!” he said, full of haste and alarm, but no apparent fear. It was not an attack, then. He seemed instead…bewildered. “M'Lady, we found someone on the road behind, following us. The scout did not know what to do…he thought…he thought perhaps it was best to come to you.”
Sasha frowned at him, then looked beyond to where several soldiers were accompanying a somewhat scrawny dussieh pony along the riverbank. Upon the saddle sat a most unmartial figure, small and swathed in an oversized cloak. One soldier led the pony, while others moved alongside, and yet more stopped what they were doing and stared. Sasha began walking, her guard moving with her…and then, with a sickening twist of fear in her stomach, she broke into a run.
The soldier with the pony's halter stopped as she arrived, and another assisted the slim, shivering figure from the saddle, as carefully as handling eggshells. A dress was visible, briefly, beneath the cloak. Sasha grabbed the girl by the shoulders, pulled back the hood and stared disbelievingly at the young, pale, teeth-chattering face within. Sofy.
“Oh no,” was all she could think to say. If Koenyg had been inclined to spare her neck before, he certainly wouldn't now.
“Sasha!” Tears filled Sofy's eyes, part exhaustion, part fear, and partly at the sight of her sister's horrified expression. “Sasha, I w…was scared! K…Koenyg was going to m…make me spend more time with those t…tyrants…and…”
Sasha grabbed Sofy's hands in her own gloved ones and held one to her cheek. “Hells, you're freezing!” She pulled aside the cloak, revealing nothing more than a palace dress beneath, its shiny green fabric muddied about the hem. “You rode all through the night in just this? It gets cold away from your warm fireplaces at night, Sofy, even in summer! What were you thinking?”
“Sasha?” Sofy pleaded. “Sasha, don't be angry with me! I…I didn't know what else to do…!”
Sasha put both hands to her head, half-turning with the strengthening urge to scream, or to break something. More men were clustering about. “Princess Sofy!” she heard them saying urgently, one to the other. It spread through their ranks with concern and surprise. This was just what she needed…
“There…there was a big confusion after the executions…” Sofy continued, her voice shaking, “…men running around, saying…saying there w…was rebellion and that you'd escaped. E…even the gate guards weren't paying attention. Suddenly, there were people rushing everywhere…I took the horse from the stable and I just rode! I rode like you showed me, Sasha, those times before! I just…I just had to get out before…”
“You're going back!” Sasha rounded on her. Sofy stared at her in shock. “You can't stay here, Sofy! This is an army! People are going to get killed, do you understand that?”
Past her temper, Sasha half-expected Sofy to collapse into helpless tears. “I'm not marrying that pig!” Sofy screamed instead. “I'm not! I won't marry a man who kills serrin children and calls it sport! I'd rather die!”
A hushed, incredulous silence settled over those near, as those further away scrambled to see or hear better. The sisters’ stares locked, Sasha completely at a loss, Sofy tear-streaked and desperately furious, her slim shoulders heaving.
“Can't send her back now, M'Lady,” said Tyrun in a low voice from Sasha's side. “We'll have northerners in pursuit, scouts skirmishing, village recruits on the trail, no doubt all tangling and making a mess. It's amazing she got this far without challenge. You send her back alone and she's likely dead by mistake. And we can't spare her an escort.”
“Oh dear lords,” Sasha muttered. Her temper boiled, desperate for release. She was angry at everyone—at every Goeren-yai soldier in the column for plotting without telling her, for expecting so much from her, for thrusting her into such a position without so much as a “Do you mind?”. And at Koenyg for being a dangerous fool, at her father for his blind worship, at Kessligh for leaving her, at Sofy for needing her and at herself for…“Oh dear spirits, just stop!” she thought to herself, furiously. There were men watching, men whose lives now depended to no small degree upon the decisions she made. Back in Baerlyn, arguing with Kessligh, she might have been able to afford losing her temper. Here, she could not.
“I can ride,” Sofy said in a small voice, fidgeting with some uncharacteristically tangled hair. “I think I'm quite good at it. I didn't fall off even once. I won't get in anyone's way.”
“If you ride in this column, Sofy, you are in the way,” Sasha retorted. “Everyone's in everyone else's way, that's what riding in formation is.”
“She'll be fine,” said Andreyis from one side, gallantly. “She can ride with me.” Sofy gazed at him. Wiped at her tears, ducking her head shyly.
Sasha gave the young man a harsh look. “And what are you going to wear?” she asked Sofy. “You can't wear that dress…look, no wonder you nearly froze, you must have been riding with it up over your knees! I've a spare shirt and that's it, and I'll bet none of the men have anything your size…”
“M'Lady,” volunteered a Black Hammers lieutenant Sasha did not know, “I believe we can find something among the men. We've got a few smaller lads, and even a soldier knows how to tailor in an emergency. If you were to leave the princess in my care, I believe we could find her something suitable.”
Andreyis glared at the man. Sasha threw her hands up in exasperation. “Fine,” she said, realising that she had no other choice. Which was seeming very much the way of things, lately. “You do that.”
The lieutenant gallantly offered Sofy his arm. Sofy took it meekly. “But I could…” Andreyis protested, but Teriyan laid a hand on his shoulder, restraining him. The lieutenant gave the younger, plain-dressed man a cool look over Sofy's head as he led her away. There were other soldiers, mostly officers, practically queuing to be of assistance. Andreyis fumed.
Just wonderful, Sasha thought—the fate of Lenayin in the balance and the young men thought it more important to lock horns like rutting stags in the spring. She spun on her heel and made for her previous place on the bank, her guard moving behind. Teriyan leaped quickly to her side, his stride long, but his footing not quite as precise upon the broken, shifting rocks.
“You could go a bit easy on the girl,” he suggested. “She didn't mean any harm, she just…”
“Spirits save me from people who don't mean any harm,” Sasha snapped, leaping fast across a slippery boulder in hopes of losing him. A crash of boots on loose rock told her it hadn't worked.
“And do you want to know why she did such a stupid, desperate thing, riding all this way in the dark when she barely knows one end of a horse from another?”
“Not particularly, no,” Sasha snapped.
“Because she needs you,” Teriyan said firmly. “I'd never met the girl until now, but you read me some of the less private bits from her letters before, and Lynette tells me some more…” Memories of the Steltsyn Star, warm before the fireplace with a mug of ale, reading some delightful palace scandal from Sofy's latest letter that she knew her friends would love to hear. “You think of her as the smartest girl in Baen-Tar, and perhaps she is at that. But Sasha, she worships the ground you walk on, just as much as you ever did with Prince Krystoff. And now when she gets into the worst possible trouble, she comes running all this way to see you. Not Daddy the king, not brother Damon, not her palace friends and fellow girlies…you, Sasha. She needs you.”
Sasha stopped on the riverbank, hands to her head, and stared agonisedly across the water. Wind gusted at the riverside trees. Above the eastern hills, the broken edges of cloud glowed golden in the dawn light. Perhaps the rain would hold off after all.
“Why can't people just look after themselves?” she said plaintively to no one in particular. “Why do I always end up getting caught in other people's problems?”
“If you really think that,” Teriyan said sharply, “then you're even more arrogant than I thought.” Sasha rounded on him, disbelievingly. “You, who spent your early years latched onto brother Krystoff like a foal to its teat, and your later ones just as much so upon Kessligh. That man gave his life to you when most people would have given their right arm for him to even say hello, and what thanks do you give him for it? You're a smart, strong girl, and you've more talent for swordsmanship in your little finger than most of us have in total…but you've a hell of a lot to learn about responsibility. The spirits grant each of us responsibilities over others. When they need our help, we give it. All I see from you right now is complaints and selfishness.”
“I'd accept that dressing- down from a friend,” Sasha said coldly. “But from someone who lied to me, who was spying on me in secret, and has been setting up this whole campaign, with me to lead it, and never a word to me…” She took a deep breath, trying to keep from shaking. She'd nearly lost it completely, in full view of everyone. It had been that close. “From that person, I'll not hear anything lest I ask for it. Is that clear?”
“Ah…” Teriyan gave a contemptuous wave, turning his back as if to dismiss her in disgust. But he paused, and looked back at her. “I'm not perfect, and I'll bet I've made mistakes, with you, with Lynie, with Kessligh and everyone else. But everything I've done, Sasha, I've done with the good of other people in mind. You have a long, hard think about it, and you ask yourself if you can honestly say the same thing.”