"So?" she said maddeningly. "I can make awful things happen too or at least I could back in Tol Honeth. One word from me could have sent a servant to the whipping-post - or to the headsman's block. I didn't do it of course, but I could have. Power is power, Garion. The results are the same. You don't have to hurt people if you don't want to."
"It just happens sometimes. It's not that I want to do it." The throbbing had become a nagging thing, almost like a dull headache.
"Then you have to learn to control it."
"Now you sound like Aunt Pol."
"She's trying to help you," the princess said. "She keeps trying to get you to do what you're going to have to do eventually anyway. How many more people are you going to have to burn up before you finally accept what she says?"
"You didn't have to say that." Garion was stung deeply by her words.
"Yes," she told him, "I think I did. You're lucky I'm not your aunt. I wouldn't put up with your foolishness the way Lady Polgara does."
"You don't understand," Garion muttered sullenly.
"I understand much better than you think, Garion. You know what your problem is? You don't want to grow up. You want to keep on being a boy forever. You can't, though; nobody can. No matter how much power you have - whether you're an emperor or a sorcerer - you can't stop the years from going by. I realized that a long time ago, but then I'm probably much smarter than you are." Then without any word of explanation, she raised up on her toes and kissed him lightly full on the lips.
Garion blushed and lowered his head in embarrassment.
"Tell me," Ce'Nedra said, toying with the sleeve of his tunic, "was Queen Salmissra as beautiful as they say?"
"She was the most beautiful woman I've ever seen in my life," Garion answered without thinking.
The princess caught her breath sharply. "I hate you," she cried from between clenched teeth. Then she turned and ran sobbing in search of Aunt Pol.
Garion stared after her in perplexity. He turned then to stare moodily out at the river and the drifting ash. The tingling in his palm was becoming intolerable, and he scratched at it, digging in with his fingernails.
"You'll just make it sore, " the voice in his mind said.
"It itches. I can't stand it."
"Stop being a baby. "
"What's causing it?"
"Do you mean to say you really don't know? You've got further to go than I thought. Put your right hand on the amulet. "
"Why?"
"Just do it, Garion. "
Garion reached inside his tunic, and put his burning palm on his medallion. As a key fitting into the lock for which it was made, the contact between his hand and the throbbing amulet seemed somehow enormously right. The tingling became that now - familiar surge, and the throbbing began to echo hollowly in his ears.
"Not too much, " the voice warned him. "You're not trying to dry up the river, you know. "
"What's happening? What is all this?"
"Belgarath's trying to find us. "
"Grandfather? Where?"
"Be patient. "
The throbbing seemed to grow louder until Garion's entire body quivered with each thudding beat. He stared out over the rail, trying to see through the haze. The settling ash, so light that it coated the muddy surface of the river, made everything more than twenty paces away indistinct. It was impossible to see the city, and the wails and cries from the hidden streets seemed somehow muffled. Only the slow wash of the current against the hull seemed clear.
Then a long way out on the river, something moved. It was not very large and seemed to be little more than a dark shadow ghosting silently with the current.
The throbbing grew even louder.
The shadow drew closer, and Garion could just begin to make out the shape of a small boat. An oar caught the surface of the water with a small splash. The man at the oars turned to look over his shoulder. It was Silk. His face was covered with gray ash, and tiny rivulets of sweat streaked his cheeks.
Mister Wolf sat in the stern of the little boat, muffled in his cloak and with his hood turned up.
"Welcome back, Belgarath, " the dry voice said.
"Who's that?" Wolf's voice in Garion's mind sounded startled. "Is that you, Belgarion?"
"Not quite. " the voice replied. "Not yet anyway, but we're getting closer."
"I wondered who was making all the noise. "
"He overdoes things sometimes. He'll learn eventually."
A shout came from one of the sailors clustered around Barak at the stern, and they all turned to watch the small boat drifting toward them. Aunt Pol came up from below and stepped to the rail. "You're late," she called.
"Something came up," the old man answered across the narrowing gap. He pushed back his hood and shook the floury ash out of his cloak. Then Garion saw that the old man's left arm was bound up in a dirty sling across the front of his body.
"What happened to your arm?" Aunt Pol asked.
"I'd rather not talk about it." There was an ugly scratch running down one of Wolf's cheeks into his short, white beard, and his eyes seemed to glitter with some huge irritation.
The grin on Silk's ash-coated face was malicious as he dipped his oars once, deftly pulling the little boat in beside Greldik's ship with a slight thump.
"I don't imagine you can be persuaded to keep your mouth shut," Wolf said irritably to the small man.
"Would I say anything, mighty sorcerer?" Silk asked mockingly, his ferret eyes wide with feigned innocence.
"Just help me aboard," Wolf told him, his voice testy. His entire bearing was that of a man who had been mortally insulted.
"Whatever you say, ancient Belgarath," Silk said, obviously trying to keep from laughing. He steadied Wolf as the old man awkwardly climbed over the ship's rail.
"Let's get out of here," Mister Wolf curtly told Captain Greldik, who had just joined them.
"Which way, Ancient One?" Greldik asked carefully, clearly not wanting to aggravate the old man further.
Wolf stared hard at him.