I expected his anger to rise at the admission, but the throbbing vein in his forehead disappeared, and he averted his gaze, looking over my shoulder at the door. Was it possible that he was upset about what was happening to my brother? Was it possible that he cared?
My heart thudded loud in my ears. Dare I say it? Was it the correct move? “You could undo all these troubles,” I said, my desire to keep the hope from my voice making it sound toneless. “You could reinstate me as heir.”
A smile grew on his lips, growing wider and wider. But it wasn’t an expression of happiness or pleasure, and I knew nothing had changed. I became painfully aware that I was dressed only in shirtsleeves, dusty and sweaty, that my coat and hat were still hanging on the back of Pierre’s chair. And my gloves still sat on the wall next to the tree, leaving my weakened state glaringly obvious.
His eyes met mine. “They say nothing worth having comes easily, Tristan. If you want the crown, you’re going to have to take it.”
The golden circlet still lay at my feet.
I wanted to snatch it up.
I wanted to run as far away from it as possible.
Swallowing the burn in my throat, I reached down, forcing my numb fingers to pick up the symbol of my father’s power. The weight of it made my wrist scream, but I had a lot of practice in keeping pain from showing. In one, two, three steps, I was up on the dais, and I slammed the crown against his chest. “I’ll take it when I’m good and ready, and that’s a promise.” The weight of my word sank into me, horrible, wonderful, and binding.
Letting go of the crown, I spun on my heel and started down the steps toward the door, and not once did I look back.
The antechamber was full of my father’s guardsmen and women, and they all tensed when I swung the doors open, a few peering past me to see if my father had survived our encounter. None of them looked as though they had put any great effort into trying to get past my wards, which led me to believe that my father had forewarned them not to interfere. Which led me to believe that he had predicted my arrival after his announcement. I wondered if his seeming ability to see the future would ever stop amazing me.
The guards parted to let me pass, and I stalked through their midst, eager to be away, when a scent that didn’t belong caught my attention.
Horses.
I stopped in my tracks and took one step backwards. If not for the smell, I might not have noticed the man leaning against the wall, his dark cloak blending into the shadows. A guard stepped between us.
“Move,” I said.
The guard licked his lips nervously, staring at my feet. “The King has ordered that he not speak to anyone while in Trollus, my lord.”
I didn’t respond, only stood silently, waiting. The guard moved out of my way.
The human didn’t straighten from his slouch against the wall at my approach, only watched me with the interest of someone who has nothing better to look at. He was somewhat shorter than me, but something about him made him seem larger than he was. A certain mien that made me suspect that he was someone of importance in the human world.
His clothes confirmed my suspicion, his fur-lined cloak of the finest wool and boots polished to a high shine. A sword hung from his waist, and I did not fail to notice the corner of the emblem stitched onto his breast. An officer in the Regent’s army, and unless I missed my mark, part of the Regent’s court as well. But I didn’t really care about any of that. He was human and he was here, which meant that he was working for my father.
“Who are you?” I asked.
He straightened out of his slouch. “I might ask you the same question.”
“You’d be the first.”
He laughed, but there was no humor in it. “I suppose it’s difficult to maintain anonymity when one is trapped in a cage.”
My smile was all teeth. “For some more than others.”
“In a cage and in the world, Your Highness.” He bowed, but it was sardonic. For a second, I thought he was mocking my fall from grace, but I quickly realized it was more than that. He was mocking our claim to any sort of authority. It wasn’t just me being censured, it was my father. Who was he to be so bold?
“You seem to manage,” I said, taking a jab at his sense of self-importance to see if he would bite and reveal his identity.
He only inclined his head. “We all have our talents. Now if you’d please excuse me, I have important matters requiring my attention, and I do not care to linger in this hole longer than I must.” He started to brush by me, but I caught him before he could go more than a pace. Not with my hand, as I might otherwise, but with magic.
I all but felt his skin crawl, his shudder visible to the eye. “How is she?” I asked, keeping my voice low.
He turned his head, looking me up and down before snorting softly. “Better than you, it would seem,” he said. “And yet worse. The woman I have watching her says she has turned to the dark arts.”