He closed his eyes and then leaned forward, propping his chin on the top of my head. The movement brought me in contact with his chest, and I leaned into him as wel , feeling the softness of his T-shirt against my cheek—a T-shirt that I was pretty sure didn’t exist, at least not in the terms with which I was familiar. I felt the sigh that escaped him as he wrapped his arms around me.
“Okay.” His fingers trailed over the sliver of skin exposed between my halter top and my hip-huggers. “Okay, I’l stop pushing. But I expect you to tel him the same thing.”
“Trust me, I intend to.” Now, if Falin would listen? That would be a miracle.
As if he could hear my thoughts, Death laughed, one hard bark of air. “He’s stubborn. You know he continued to talk at me—at empty air, for al he knew—for an hour after you fel asleep.”
I hid my smile against Death’s shoulder. “Yeah, he’s stubborn.”
“You could kick him out.”
I groaned and pushed away from Death. “I told you, he’s helping me with my investigation.” I hadn’t intended to rub Death’s nose in the fact that he wasn’t the one helping me, but it was there, in his eyes. He looked away, as if he knew I could see it.
“What marks the end of life?” Death asked, hooking his thumbs in his pockets.
“What?” Where did that question come from? Death didn’t answer, or repeat himself; he just looked at me, his eyes intense, as if the words he wasn’t saying were trying to eyes intense, as if the words he wasn’t saying were trying to burn through his gaze.
“Philosophical y, scientifical y, or . . . ?” I let the question trail off and lifted my hands, palms up, as I shrugged.
Stil he didn’t answer.
“Okay.” I frowned and leaned back against the sink’s counter. “Science would say life ends after the last breath leaves the body and the heart ceases to beat, or perhaps when brain activity stops. But . . .”
Death inclined his head, as if encouraging me to continue. He was a col ector and I talked to the dead, so a scientific explanation probably wasn’t what he was looking for. I’d seen bodies continue to have scientific signs of life for up to a minute or two after their souls had been col ected, but I knew from experience that if I raised the shade of one of them, his memory would last only until the soul left the body. I’d also seen, though thankful y not often, bodies that had lost al signs of life but retained souls—their shades remembered being dead. “Mortal life ends when the soul leaves the body.”
Death smiled, but it wasn’t exactly a happy smile. “So what is the fuel of life, and where else have you seen it?” he asked. Then he vanished.
I stared at the space where he’d been. Souls. Souls as fuel. And I knew exactly where I’d seen souls recently—the constructs.
When I left the bathroom, I found Falin poking around my fridge, wearing only a pair of jeans.
“You need to go shopping,” he said without looking up.
“Typical y.”
I grabbed PC’s bag of kibble and flicked the coffeemaker on as I passed it. The coffee had only just begun brewing by the time the smal dog was chomping away at his meal. I pul ed a mug out of the cabinet, then away at his meal. I pul ed a mug out of the cabinet, then jerked the pot out of the coffeemaker and held my mug directly under the steaming liquid. When I looked up I found Falin grinning at me.
“Impatient?”
“In a hurry.”
“You always need that stuff to wake you?”
No, having two of the best-looking guys I knew in my bedroom had pretty much taken care of getting my pulse moving. Not that I was going to tel either of them that. I shoved the pot back under the stream of coffee and cupped my half-ful mug in my hands.
“You never answered me about the omelets,” he said, stil grinning at me over the door of the fridge.
“What’s with you and cooking?”
He shrugged. “I live alone and I don’t like eating junk.”
Well, at least he didn’t say he serves the Winter Queen breakfast in bed every morning. I also lived alone—when Falin wasn’t randomly inviting himself into my house—but I’d never gotten into the cooking thing. Of course, eating junk tended to be cheaper, and that was a factor too. The only reason I had eggs in the house was because I’d had a craving for brownies last weekend and the supermarket didn’t sel just two eggs.
“So yes or no on breakfast?”
I glanced at the afternoon light streaming into the room.
Not exactly breakfast time anymore. But I wasn’t going to pass up real food.
“Breakfast,” I agreed.
I walked PC and showered while Falin cooked. Then, after our afternoon breakfast, I paid a visit downstairs.
Caleb was unhappy that Falin was stil in the house, but he told me Hol y had been released from the hospital—and then promptly reported to work. He swore he hadn’t felt any effects of the spel , but I stil sensed the crystal-armored dormant spel where the ravens had scratched him. By the time Falin got out of the shower I’d brewed a second pot of time Falin got out of the shower I’d brewed a second pot of coffee and was pacing around my apartment as I mul ed over the case.