Beautiful Darkness

“This?” She held her wrist over the table so I could see the clunky black watch. It had three dials and a little silver needle that rested on a rectangle with zigzags all over it, sort of like one of those machines that track the strength of earthquakes. “It's a selenometer.”

 

 

I looked at her blankly.

 

“Selene, the Greek goddess of the moon. Metron, or ‘measure’ in Greek.” She smiled. “A little rusty on your Greek etymology?”

 

“A little.”

 

“It measures the moon's gravitational pull.” She turned one of the dials, thoughtfully. Numbers appeared under the pointer.

 

“Why do you care about the moon's gravitational pull?”

 

“I'm an amateur astronomer. I'm interested in the moon, mostly. It has a tremendous impact on the Earth. You know, the tides and everything. That's why I made this.”

 

I almost spit out my Coke. “You made it? Seriously?”

 

“Don't be so impressed. It wasn't that difficult.” Liv's cheeks flushed again. I was embarrassing her. She reached for another fry. “These chips really are brilliant.”

 

I tried to imagine Liv sitting in the English version of the Dar-ee Keen, measuring the gravitational pull of the moon over a mountain of fries. It was better than picturing Lena on the back of John Breed's Harley. “So let's hear about your Gatlin. The one where they call fries by the wrong name.” I had never been any farther than Savannah. I couldn't imagine what life would be like in another country.

 

“My Gatlin?” The pink spots on her cheeks faded.

 

“Where you're from.”

 

“I'm from a town north of London, called Kings Langley.”

 

“What?”

 

“In Hertfordshire.”

 

“Doesn't ring a bell.”

 

She took another bite of her burger. “Maybe this will help. It's where they invented Ovaltine. You know, the drink?” She sighed. “You stir it in milk, and it makes the milk into a chocolate malted?”

 

My eyes widened. “You mean chocolate milk? Kind of like Nesquik?”

 

“Exactly. It's amazing stuff, really. You should try it sometime.”

 

I laughed into my Coke, which spilled on my faded Atari T-shirt. Ovaltine girl meets Quik boy. I wanted to tell Link, but he would get the wrong idea.

 

Even though it had only been a few hours, I had the feeling she was a friend.

 

“What do you do when you're not drinking Ovaltine and making scientific devices, Olivia Durand of Kings Langley?”

 

She crumpled the paper from her cheeseburger. “Let's see. Mostly I read books and go to school. I study at a place called Harrow. Not the boys’ school.”

 

“Is it?”

 

“What?” She scrunched up her nose.

 

“Harrowing?” H. A. R. R. O. W. I. N. G. Nine across, as in, gettin’ on in years and can't take much more a these harrowin’ times, Ethan Wate.

 

“You can't resist a terrible pun, can you?” Liv smiled.

 

“And you didn't answer the question.”

 

“No. Not especially harrowing. Not for me.”

 

“Why not?”

 

“Well, for starters, I'm a genius.” She was matter-of-fact, as if she'd just said she was blond, or British.

 

“So why did you come to Gatlin? We're not exactly a genius magnet.”

 

“Well, I'm part of the AGE, Academically Gifted Exchange, between Duke University and my school. Will you pass the mayonnaise?”

 

“Mann-aise.” I tried to say it slowly.

 

“That's what I said.”

 

“Why would Duke bother to send you to Gatlin? So you could take classes at Summerville Community College?”

 

“No, silly. So I could study with my thesis adviser, the renowned Dr. Marian Ashcroft, truly the only one of her kind.”

 

“What is your thesis about?”

 

“Folklore and mythology, as it relates to community building after the American Civil War.”

 

“Around here most people still call it the War Between the States,” I said.

 

She laughed, delighted. I was glad someone thought it was funny. To me, it was just embarrassing. “Is it true people in the South sometimes dress up in old Civil War costumes and fight all the battles over again, for fun?”

 

I stood up. It was one thing for me to say it, but I didn't want to hear it from Liv, too. “I think it's time to get going. We've got more books to deliver.”

 

Liv nodded, grabbing her fries. “We can't leave these. We should save them for Lucille.”

 

I didn't mention that Lucille was used to Amma feeding her fried chicken and plates of leftover casserole on her own china plate, as the Sisters had instructed. I couldn't see Lucille eating greasy fries. Lucille was particu-lar, as the Sisters would say. She liked Lena, though.

 

As we headed for the door, a car caught my eye through the grease-coated windows. The Fastback was making a three-point turn at the end of the gravel parking lot. Lena made a point of not driving past us.

 

Great.

 

I stood and watched the car skid onto Dove Street.

 

 

 

 

 

That night, I lay in my bed and stared up at the blue ceiling, my hands folded behind my head. A few months ago, this would've been when Lena and I went to bed in our separate rooms together — reading, laughing, talking through our days. I had nearly forgotten how to fall asleep without her.

 

I rolled over and checked my old, cracked cell. It hadn't really been working since Lena's birthday, but still, it would ring when someone called me. If someone had.