"You okay, baby?" he asked Tabitha, his eyes dark with concern as he came up to place a hand against her cheek. "You're extremely flushed."
Tabitha turned to him with an impish squeal. "Oh brace yourself, Val. Ash is getting laid tonight!" She pointed with both hands at Tory who wanted to crawl inside her purse and hide until old age claimed her.
To Val's credit, he didn't so much as blink. He offered Tory a commiserate smile. "It helps if you don't react to her comments. Tabitha lives to get a rise out of people. Just go with it and don't encourage her."
Tabitha snorted. "Be that way." She handed Tory the bag and thanked her.
"Thank you," Tory said.
"Good luck, hon, and remember . . . pictures!" Tabitha waited until they were gone before she whirled on Valerius. "Can you believe our Ash is getting laid?"
Val snorted. "Call me provincial, but I don't really consider him mine. And yes, I can believe the man has sex. What I find surprising is that this is the first time we've met the woman involved." He reached for his phone. "Maybe I should call and warn him."
"Oh put that away." She pushed it toward his pocket. "Our baby is growing up. I'm so proud!"
Tory had barely put the bag in the room before the band took another break. She'd just lain back down in bed when Ash opened the door with a tray in his hands.
"What's that?"
"I thought you might be hungry. I ran the options past Kim and she picked out what you should be eating." He set it down on the table beside her.
Tory smiled at his thoughtfulness. "Efharisto."
"Parakalo."
She melted at his unique accent as he said "you're welcome" in Greek. "I love the way you speak. I could listen to your Greek all day long."
He handed her another bottle of apple juice while he took a swig of his beer. "Are you completely bored?"
She reached up and pulled his sunglasses off so she could see his eyes. "Not entirely. How's the set going?"
"It's all right. I could kill Colt for hurting his hand. I don't really like playing in public."
"But you play so well."
"Yeah, but I'd rather play with myself." There was an evil glint in his eyes at the double entendre.
Laughing, Tory shook her head at him. "You and Pam, always trying to embarrass me."
"In my defense, it's because you're adorable when you blush."
She wrinkled her nose at him as she swallowed her bite of apple-sauce. "You want some?"
"Ochi." No, in Greek.
"You sure?" She tried to tempt him again.
"Positive." Ash remembered the last time he'd eaten an apple. It'd been that day in the orchard with Ryssa when he'd begged his father not to send him back to Atlantis. Ever since then, he'd despised the fruit. The mere thought of it turned his stomach.
"So how many more sets do you have to play?"
"One more."
She bit her lip in a way that made him harden for want of her. "Then I get to play with you . . ."
His cock jerked, ready for action even while his brain knew better. "You should reconsider."
She reached out and took his hand in hers. Her thumb swept against his palm in the gentlest of caresses. "When was the last time you made love to someone, Ash?"
Ash looked away as painful memories surged. Honestly, he couldn't remember. Had he ever really made love to Artemis? Maybe in the very beginning. But it was so long ago and it hadn't lasted.
All he could remember was the pain of her criticisms. The sheer agony of being nothing more than her boy-toy, there only to please her while he wasn't allowed to have any feelings or opinions of his own. Only she could show her pain and displeasure while he was permitted nothing. Not even his dignity.
What they had was sex. Basic and primitive. There was no emotion involved really, unless it was anger.
Like all the others before her, she hated the fact that she craved him and she sought to punish him for the fact that she slept with him. They merely used each other. If there had ever been any real tender feelings, they'd been shredded centuries ago. Nothing was left now except tattered remains of a yesterday neither could recapture.
"Can't you remember?" Tory asked.
"Not really," he answered truthfully.
Tory's heart tugged at the way he said those words. She touched his whiskered chin and turned his head until he was looking at her. "I'm going to make love to you, Ash. Tonight, I will rock your world."
Ash pressed her hand to his lips and nibbled her fingertips as fear and trepidation filled him. This night would cost him dearly.
No one should pay for love with blood and bone.
Yet he knew no other way. He'd always paid for every caress and every kindness. Nothing was ever freely given. The only question that ever mattered was, was it worth it?
Would Tory be worth the cost?
He hoped so. He returned the sunglasses to his face. "I'll be back."
Tory watched as he left and her heart was heavy for him. What were the secrets that tortured him so? Why did he look so afraid of touching her?
Finishing up her food, she went downstairs to watch him again. Pam and Kim were standing in the front, smiling. She came up behind them and goosed them on the bottom.