His precious sister was gone and it was all his fault.
Aching from the truth of that, he saw one of the silver hair combs he'd given her . . .
He crawled over to it and placed it against his lips. "I'm so sorry I failed you, Ryssa. I'm so sorry."
As he sat there, it hit him how pathetic it was that all he had to show for a life so vibrant, a soul so beautiful, were such minuscule things. Three diaries and a broken hair comb. That was all that was left of his precious sister. Leaning his head back, he sobbed from the pain of it all.
"Apostolos . . . please don't cry."
He felt his mother's presence. "What have you done, Matera?"
"I wanted them to pay for hurting you."
Did it even matter? What they'd done to him was nothing compared to what had been done this day. "And now Artemis owns me."
His mother's scream mirrored his own. "How?"
"She's bound me to her with her blood."
He could feel his own anger through his mother's voice. "Come to me, Apostolos. Free me and I will destroy that bitch and those bastards who cursed you."
Acheron shook his head. He should do it. He should. They all deserved nothing better and yet he couldn't bring himself to destroy the world. To kill innocent people . . .
His mother appeared before him as a translucent shade. Acheron sucked his breath in sharply as he saw her for the very first time. She was the most beautiful woman he'd ever seen. Hair as white as new-fallen snow fell from a crown that shimmered with diamonds. Her pale, silver eyes swirled just as his did. Her black dress flowed over her body as she held one hand out to him.
He tried to touch her, but his hand passed through hers.
"You are my son, Apostolos. The only thing in my life that I've ever truly loved. I would give my life for yours. Come to me, child. I want to hold you."
He treasured every word she spoke. "I can't, Matera. Not if that means sacrificing the world. I refuse to be so selfish."
"Why would you protect a world that turned its back on you?"
"Because I know what it's like to be punished for things not my fault. I know what it's like to have things forced on me that were wrong and against my will. Why would I ever serve that to someone else?"
"Because it would be justice!"
He glanced around at the scattered bodies. "No. It would only be cruel. Justice to the humans has been more than served."
Her eyes flashed angrily. "What of Apollo and Artemis?"
He ground his teeth at the mere mention of their names. "They hold the power of the sun and the moon. I can't destroy them."
"I can."
Thus she'd destroy the entire earth and all who lived here. It was why he couldn't free her. "I'm not worth the end of the world, Matera."
Her eyes burned him with her sincerity. "To me you are."
In that moment, he would have sold his soul to be able to hold her. "I love you, Mama."
"Nowhere near as much as I love you, m'gios."
M'gios. My son. He'd waited his entire life for someone to claim him. But as much as he wanted his mother, he wouldn't end the world for it.
Suddenly a cold wind whipped around him, tearing at his clothes and hair, yet not hurting him. The world around him faded as he found himself on unfamiliar ground. His mother's image flickered by his side. "This is Katoteros. Your birthright."
He frowned at the pile of rubble. "It's in ruins."
She cast a sheepish look toward him. "I was a little upset when I came here."
A little?
"Close your eyes, Apostolos."
Trusting her completely, he did.
"Breathe in."
He took a deep breath and then he felt his mother inside him. Her powers merged with his and in the blink of an eye, the ruins reunited to form a beautiful palace of gold and black marble. His mother's presence pulled out of him.
"Welcome home, palatimos." Precious one.
The doors opened and as Acheron passed through them, his clothing changed. His hair grew long and black and a flowing robe fanned out behind him as he walked over the white marble floor. He paused at the sign of the sun that was pierced by three bolts of lightning.
His mother slowed as she noted him studying it. "The golden sun is my symbol and it represents the day. The silver of the lightning bolts is for the night. The bolt to the left is for me and the past, and the one on the right is your father and the future. Yours is the bolt in the middle that unites and binds the three of us together and stands for the present. That is the sign of the Talimosin and represents your dominion of the past, the present and the future."
He frowned at the Atlantean word. "The Harbinger?"
She nodded. "You, Apostolos. You are the Talimosin. The final fate of all. Your words are law and your wrath absolute. Be careful as you speak for whatever you will, even in carelessness, will determine the fate of the person you're speaking to. It's a burden I would never have wished upon you. And it's one I hate those bitches for. But I can't undo what they've given you. No one can."