She took the face cloth first and gently wiped off her neck, which didn’t sting when she touched it nearly as much as she’d anticipated. That finished, Jeremiah squeezed out some of the ointment on her finger, and she dabbed it on.
“You need a mirror—you’ve missed a couple of spots,” he said, and proceeded to squeeze goo on his own finger, then dab it onto her neck. His touch was gentle, functional, but still sent warm, welcome tremors through her. “I’d leave it uncovered.”
“I’ll do that. Thanks. I guess I know a little of what it feels like to be garroted.”
“Nasty business,” he said.
“Yes, it is.” She narrowed her gaze on him. He was still standing, not pacing, but not at ease, either. “You’re not going to tell me how you got involved in this story, are you? How you found out I was your ‘common denominator’?”
He didn’t hesitate. “I can’t.”
“You’re protecting a source?” But he didn’t answer—didn’t need to answer—and she said hotly, “But if you have a conflict of interest because of me and can’t do the story, why do you need to protect this source?”
“Because that’s how I operate.”
And because he didn’t owe her an explanation, she thought.
“Mollie, pour yourself a glass of wine, keep the ice on your neck for as long as you can stand it, and try to put tonight out of your mind and get some sleep.” He walked over to her, tucked a fat lock of hair behind her ear. “If you want, you can call me tomorrow.”
“Will you tell me anything then that you won’t tell me now?”
“Probably not. But you’ll take it better after you’ve rested.” He touched her cheek with the back of his hand. “Now, I’d better get out of here while I still can.”
“Wait.”
She placed her towel of ice on the table and took his hand, pulling herself to her feet. She brushed his mouth with the tips of her fingers, cold from the ice, and then followed with her lips, kissing him softly, sinking against his chest just for a moment. His arms went around her, and she could have stood there all night.
He kissed the top of her head, said, “Mollie, you need that glass of wine.”
“And the good night’s sleep.” She smiled, pulling back. “I know. Thanks for your help tonight.”
“We’ll talk soon.”
She nodded, and he left. She wondered if his sense of honor was at work again—she was in pain, in shock, out of balance, and he wasn’t going to take advantage—or if he simply wanted to make sure she hadn’t ripped a necklace off her own neck before he got into bed with her. The Tabak-as-rogue of her imagination would have capitalized on her trauma and stayed the night, eliciting every bit of information he could in the process.
This complicated, honorable Jeremiah Tabak had her mystified. And frustrated. How much easier to get her addled brain around a driven, unethical skunk of a reporter than the man she’d encountered tonight. Irreverent, suspicious, intriguing.
She returned to the kitchen and added more ice to her sopping towel before wandering into the den, not sure what to do with herself. She put on the fourth movement of Beethoven’s Ninth Symphony with Leonardo as the tenor soloist. She turned up the volume, the entire apartment pulsating with the rich, swelling sounds of orchestra and chorus, the emotion and passion and wonder of a piece written more than two hundred and fifty years ago by a dead man.
Tears streamed down her face.
She collected up her darts and threw them one by one, hard, her aim off, but she gathered them up and threw them again, harder this time, her aim truer. It was the aftereffects of the shock of the attack, the confusion of dealing with Jeremiah and his jewel thief, the realization that she was alone, alone, alone.
At the end of the symphony, she was singing along like a maniac, and it was just as well her godfather was on another continent.
But she felt better. This, she thought, was what she’d needed. And maybe Jeremiah knew it.
She aimed a final dart, threw it, and stuck out her tongue in defiance when it went wild and hit a lamp. She returned to the kitchen, poured herself a glass of wine, and sat out on her deck, letting the sounds of the Palm Beach night soothe her tattered nerves and absorb her soul.
When she finally ventured to bed, she had it solid in her head once more: It would be stupid to fall for Jeremiah Tabak all over again.