“Gotcha,” I said. “What do you think about other forms of advertising? Like billboards, websites, Internet ads, radio ads?”
“I don’t know,” he said. “I haven’t much thought about it. And I only have so much money to spend.”
“That makes sense,” I said, suspecting that any more questions would do more harm than good. On the court, I watched London trying to volley with another girl, but there was more chasing after tennis balls than actual volleys.
“What does your wife do?” Joey asked into the silence.
“She works in PR,” I said. “She just started a new job for one of the big developers around here.”
“None of my wives worked. Of course, I work too much. Opposites attract and all that. Did I mention that you should always have a prenup?”
“Yes.”
“It allows for none of the financial torture that those of the fairer sex like to inflict.”
“You sound jaded.”
“On the contrary. I love women.”
“Would you ever get married again?”
“Of course. I’m a big believer in marriage.”
“Really?”
“What can I tell you? I’m a romantic.”
“So what happened?”
“I tend to fall in love with the crazy ones, that’s what happened.”
I laughed. “I’m glad I don’t have that problem.”
“You think so? She’s still a woman.”
“And?”
I had the sense Joey was trying to read me. “Hey,” he finally said, “as long as you’re happy, then I’m happy for you.”
On Wednesday night after dance class, London was predictably glum as she crawled into the car.
“Tonight, since Mom’s away, how about we have pizza for dinner?”
“Pizza isn’t good for you.”
“As long as you don’t eat it all the time, it’s fine. When was the last time you had pizza?”
She thought about it. “I can’t remember. When is Mommy getting home again?”
“She’ll be home tomorrow, sweetie.”
“Can we call her?”
“I don’t know if she’s busy, but I’ll send a text okay?”
“Okay,” she said. In the backseat, she seemed smaller than usual.
“How about we go out for pizza anyway, just you and me? And after that, we’ll stop and get ice cream?”
Though she didn’t say yes, she didn’t say no either, and we ended up at a place that made a decent thin-crust pizza. While we were waiting, Vivian called using FaceTime, and after that, London’s mood began to lift. By the time we hit Dairy Queen she was chatting away happily. She spent most of the ride home talking about her friend Bodhi and his dog Noodle, and how he’d invited her over to his house so he could show her his light saber.
My first thought was that my daughter was far too young to be shown any boy’s light saber; the next thought, which came an instant later, was that it was likely one of the playdates that Marge had suggested I set up, and that the light saber wasn’t a metaphor but an actual play sword inspired by the Star Wars movies.
When we got home, London ran up the stairs to see Mr. and Mrs. Sprinkles and though I expected her to stay up there for a while, she appeared in the living room a few minutes later.
“Daddy?”
“Yes, sweetheart?”
“Can we go bike riding again?”
I stifled a groan. I was tired and wanted nothing more than to stay glued to the couch.
“Of course we can,” I said instead, and as I stood, I suddenly remembered that Vivian had said that she’d wanted to watch London ride her bike the night before, but she must have forgotten.
Right?
London made three turns on her own. Wobbly, but she was able to regain her balance, and even during the other turns, I had to help less than I’d had to before. On the straightaways, I’d barely touched her bicycle at all. Because she was growing more confident, she rode faster, and by the end of our session, I was panting and sweating, my shirt soaked through.
“How about you take a bath upstairs while I take a shower downstairs?” I suggested. I wasn’t sure what to expect. The last time Vivian was out of town hadn’t gone so well.
Tonight she simply nodded. “Okay, Daddy.”
I cleaned up and by the time I reached her room, London was sitting on the bed in her pajamas, the brush and bottle of detangling spray beside her. After the detangler worked its magic and I was finished with her hair, I propped myself against the headboard.
I read Two by Two along with a few other books. I kissed London goodnight, and as I was about to turn out the light, I heard her voice again.
“Daddy?”
“Yes?”
“What’s day care? I heard you and Mommy talking about it.”
“Day care is place where kids go when their moms and dads work, so that grown-ups can make sure you stay safe.”
“Like a house?”
“Sometimes. But other times, it’s in a building. They have toys and games and activities, and a lot of kids really like it because there’s always something fun to do.”
“But I like being with you and Mommy.”
“I know you do. And we like being with you, too.”
“Mommy doesn’t. Not anymore.”
“Of course she does. She loves you very much. She just has to work.”
“Why does she have to work?”
“Because we need money to live. Without money, we couldn’t buy food or clothes or toys or even Mr. and Mrs. Sprinkles.”
She seemed to think about that. “If I give them back to the pet store, can Mommy stop working?”
“No, sweetheart. It doesn’t work that way.” I hesitated. “Are you okay, sweetie? You seem kinda sad.”
“Mommy’s gone again. I don’t like it when she’s gone.”
“I know you don’t, and I know she’d rather be here with you, too.”
“When you were working, you always came home.”
“Our jobs are different. She sometimes has to work in different cities.”
“I don’t like it.”
I don’t either, I thought. But there wasn’t much I could do about it. Changing the subject, I put my arm around her. “You were so great riding your bike today.”
“I was going super fast.”
“Yes you were.”
“You could barely keep up.”
“Daddy could use more regular exercise. But I’m glad you enjoy it.”
“It’s fun going fast.”
“Is it more fun than… piano lessons?” I asked, wiggling her slightly as I said the final two words.
She giggled. “Yes.”
“Is it more fun than… tennis?”
“Yes.”
“Is it more fun than… dance?”
“Yes.”
“Is it more fun than… art?”
“Yes,” she giggled. “But it’s not more fun than Bodhi.”
“Bodhi! Biking is WAYYYY more fun than Bodhi.”
“No it isn’t. Bodhi’s WAYYYYY MORE fun.”
“No, no, no.”
“Yes, yes, yes.” She giggled. “And I want to go to his house!”
By then, I was giggling, too. “Oh, no,” I said. “I think you’re WAYYYY too little to go over to BODHI’S house.”
“No, I’m not. I’m BIG!”
“I don’t know…”
“Yes, yes, yes. I’m big enough to go to Bodhi’s house.”
“Okaaaay,” I said, “I guess I can ask his mom about that.”
She beamed before putting her arms around my neck.
“I love you, Daddy.”
“I love you, too, baby girl.”
“I’m not a baby.”
I squeezed her tight. “You’ll always be my baby.”
After turning out her lights and thinking I’d reached the point where I couldn’t keep up with London any longer, I went to the garage and rolled my bicycle out of the garage. I’d had it for years and like London’s had been, it was more neglected than damaged. I cleaned and oiled it, added WD-40 to the sprockets, and filled the tires before giving it a test ride.