“Really? That guy, apologize? I’d like to see that.”
“Well it’s all I wanted. It made me feel good, so there’s that.” Oh, how good it made me feel, I thought, relishing the moment we shared together.
“Cool. Well I think I’ve got this whole recessive/dominant gene thing down.”
“Nice. What are the odds your kids will have blue eyes?”
“Pretty good, in this country. But it depends on who the father is.”
“I’ll take your word for it. I’ve got to try and remember what the main Canterbury Tales stories are, and their themes. I always forget those.”
“There’s the one with the priest, and the old woman, and yeah ok I think I’ll share those notes with you.”
*
Two days later we wrote the Introduction to English Literature exam, and Annie wrote her Genetics exam. When we finally left the room at 3pm, the two of us were wiped. I wasn’t sure I’d slept in about a week. I had barely been home; I hadn’t seen Jack at all since that night in the library.
“I’d suggest we go get a beer, but I’m pretty sure all that would happen is we’d both fall asleep at the booth,” I told Annie, who laughed.
“Yeah, I’m going straight to bed. I’ll text you though, when’s your next exam?”
“Two days.”
“Same. Study tomorrow?”
“Sure. God, I can’t wait for this to be over.”
“I know. I still haven’t even started my Christmas shopping, and it’s only a couple weeks away now.”
“Ugh, don’t remind me. Ok, that’s it, I’m crawling under the covers and not coming out until tomorrow afternoon.”
“Morning. I suck at this human resources stuff, I’ll be at the library early to try and get a good mark on the exam. I need it.”
“Ok. I’ll see you then,” Annie told me and with a wave headed off to catch her bus. I went to the spot where Michael always picked me up and collapsed into the back seat. I’m pretty sure I was completely asleep before we even left the campus.
I woke up a few hours later, still in the car, parked in front of the Alcott estate home.
“Oh my God, Michael, I’m so sorry,” I told the driver, who was sitting on the hood reading a book.
“Don’t worry about it. I thought I’d just let you sleep rather than wake you, and I like the winter air. It’s nice and refreshing.”
“Well thank you, I appreciate it,” I told him, and he tipped his cap before getting back into the car.
Going into the house I found my mother in a frenzy because the doctor wouldn’t agree with her that she had hypertension (“All the symptoms I read on the internet are there, Julianne! He wouldn’t listen! If I die you need to sue him, it’ll be all his fault!”) and worried that she made the wrong choice about the colour scheme for the wedding.
“Everything’s fine mom. The colors are fine. Your arteries are fine. I’m going to sleep for a while before I have to go back and study some more. I love you.”
“I love you too sweetie. Did your exam go well?”
“It did, thanks.”
“I’m glad to hear it.”
“Good night, mom.”
“Good night, honey.”
In a daze I made my way up to my room and managed to have a quick shower before collapsing onto my bed. Well, at least you only have to do this seven more times in your life I told myself as I crawled under the covers.
As I lay in silence, getting ready to sleep, all I could think about was Jack. About his hands on my body. About having him inside me. About losing my virginity to him, right there in the middle of the library.
Not exactly the most romantic first time, but it was perfect for me.
I had never felt that way before. Not when I was with my old boyfriend, not when I was just, ahem, with my right hand. Jack made me feel things I’d never felt before.
I fell asleep with the image of his body pressed against mine flashing through my brain.
Chapter Ten
As soon as the week of hell that was my exams was finished, Annie and I decided to go Christmas shopping together at the London markets. After all, the holiday was coming up quickly, and neither one of us had had the time to get started.
We took the train into the city together, planning out our lists of who we needed to buy for, and what we were going to get.
“I don’t even know what to get John Alcott,” I complained to Annie. “I mean, the man’s worth like billions. He can have anything he wants. And no matter what I buy him, it’s still going to go on his credit card, so it’s like he bought it anyway.”
“I wish I had your problems,” Annie teased. “I’d try and get something unique, something he wouldn’t think to buy himself. It doesn’t have to be expensive, just thoughtful.”
“Thanks Annie, you’re right, of course. But what do you get the guy who has everything?”
“Who knows? We’ll wander around, and maybe you’ll find it.”