The next morning, Ian sat on the beach in nothing but swim trunks as I made my way out of the house for work. He barely glanced my way which was fine with me. I had nothing to say to him. At least I didn’t have to worry about false reports to his mother because he had finally joined the land of the living. Despite my best efforts to block Ian out, I was up half the night hot and cold, tossing and turning, with body aches.
I knew what was coming and had the pissy mood to match.
In a freshly purchased pair of flip-flops, with an iced coffee in hand, I walked toward my Jeep to start my day when he spoke.
“Have you talked to my mother?” He wiped the sand off his swim trunks as he stood. Ripping my eyes from his profile, lit by the early morning sun, I continued walking to my Jeep without a word.
“Oh, you are going to play hurt?” He barked at me. “I declined your dinner invitation. I was pretty clear.”
I bit the inside of both cheeks and kept my feet moving.
“Could you at least tell her not to come?”
“Tell her yourself,” I said, throwing my purse into the passenger seat.
“Favor for a favor, Koti. I lent you my shower. This is not a difficult request.”
Facing him, I crossed my arms. “Why are you so afraid of your mother?”
Hypocrite.
I barely answered my own mother’s calls. My failures looked horrible on her face and were no less daunting over the line. Her “in my day” speeches suffocated me and had my whole life. The less we spoke the closer we got to middle ground.
Ian took a step forward. “She’s a mother. She asks too many questions.”
“Seems like you had no issue talking last night.” A single brow rose while he studied my face.
“Dirty boy, aren’t you? Tell you what. Why don’t you take your spoiled ass inside that house and call your own damned mommy.”
Screw babysitting, I would make it work. If Ian left, spoke ill of me to his mother, if I lost the commission, I would beg Jasmine not to fire me while I rallied for another property.
Ian took an aggressive step forward. “Not that it’s any of your business but I haven’t had sex with anyone but my ex-wife in fifteen years so I guarantee you if I sleep with anyone, it’s a well-deserved fuck.”
“Well, I hope you wrapped it up tight because we don’t need you multiplying your kind of crazy around here.”
His face turned to stone and his jaw ticked. “What in the hell did you just say?”
Ah, the angry South African Texan had returned. I’d done a fine job of ruining my twenty-four-hour truce. My father always told me before I entered any argument to go in with three justifiable points, or the battle wasn’t worth it.
Where Ian was concerned, I was good to go. “News flash buddy, number one, I’ve made more allowances than I should for your rude behavior. You have not once thanked me for the trouble I’ve gone through on your behalf to keep you in that house. Number two, which by the way, was fully booked when you decided to show up with your shitshow circus and has made my work days harder. Number three, not only that, I’ve lost more nights of sleep since you’ve been here than I have in a year! I said call your own mother, burn her house down, starve to death. I’m done watching over you. You aren’t worth the trouble!”
“What’s your problem, Koti. Are you jealous? Do you fancy me?” He asked, his tone unmistakably mocking as he took a step forward and then another until I was pinned to my Jeep. “I noticed you watching us.”
Feeling the blush creep up on my face, I chose to ignore the fact that he busted me.
“Jealous?” I scoffed as ice gray eyes slanted down and stunned me. “Do I fancy you? You think an invitation to dinner is a request for sex? Man, you have been out of the game for some time, old sport. You were an arrogant ass as a kid, but you’ve got one hell of an ego on you now, don’t you, crocky? What in the hell would I possibly have to be jealous of? Drunk sex with a hyena? I bet you can’t even remember her name.”
He glared at me openly.
“What did you call her when she left this morning, barstool number five with big breasts?”
Ian’s eyes instantly went to my chest before he glanced up and raised a brow.
“Oh, you’re disgusting.”
“Fine. I’m disgusting. AG Man!”
“What is that, more South African sailor?”
This time he jerked his chin back. “What?” He rolled his eyes in understanding. “It means—go away. And mind your own damned business.”
My eyes were trained on his lips as I pushed at his chest. “Stay on your side of the fence, asshole!”
“Fine by me.” He turned toward the beach and my feet began to move on their own accord as the last of my patience flew away.
“What is wrong with you? You can be civil enough to some lady at a bar to get her into bed, but you can’t show me any common decency? We were friends once.”
He barely glanced over his shoulder. “I hardly knew you.”
“Still, what in the hell is your problem with me? Because it has to be specifically with me, right? I mean you can smile for your daughter!”
His turn was sharp as he leveled me with one single look. The man was pure venom and anger and he was dragging me down with him. I could feel the panic in me start to rise and blew out a breath.
“Forget it! Just keep the noise level down on your side of the fence. Screw half of the island for all I care. But I live here. Remember that. I’m not leaving, so deal with it.”
His broad muscular back to me, he muttered his reply. “Not like I have a choice.”
My brain didn’t bother to tell my hand to stop when I drew wet sand from the beach and formed it into a ball, my limbs didn’t bother to slow at all as I tossed it full force at the back of his head.
PMDD. Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder and sleep deprivation. When the two get together, sand bombs happen.
Ian stood with his back to me several seconds before he turned to look my way, his face covered in disbelief. I had a ready middle finger stretched out in front of me, the only sign I knew before I stomped back to my Jeep. He was still glaring at me from where he stood in the sand as I sped off.
THE NEXT FEW WEEKS WERE much of the same. The Kemp house was quiet. Too quiet. I never saw flashing TV lights in the living room or heard any more of his ranting. He would disappear for a few days on the weekends, which I assumed was when he went to see his daughter. Despite my resolution to give him his space, I knew he wasn’t improving. But I was gone during most of the day, never really having any idea what he did when I wasn’t home.
“You’re thinking about him,” Jasmine said as I took a bite of my salad. We were on the sun-covered porch of the Oak Hotel. They had the best salads and an even better view of the bay.
“I just keep wondering what happened.”
“Cheating.”
“No, he wanted the divorce. That doesn’t make sense.” I forked some chicken and looked out at the water. “God, I love days like this.” It was hot, but not to the point of being miserable. The breeze blew off the surface of the sparkling water yards away. Jasmine eyed the man who sat alone next to us and he smirked our way over his paper.
“God, you’re terrible,” I noted, glancing his way. His eyes met mine and I gave him a weak smile.
“I’m thirty-nine and single,” she said a little too loudly as I sank in my seat. “I want to live a little.”
“Oh, you’ve been living,” I said just as loudly and the guy belted out a loud bark.
She glared at me. “Just because you decided the house was your new convent doesn’t mean the rest of us are hanging it up.”
“I’ve been thinking about that a little lately and maybe it’s time to give dating a chance.” The man Jasmine had been eyeing was suddenly at our table. I looked up to him as he plucked his wallet from his back pocket. “Pardon my eavesdropping, but I’m actually glad to hear it.” He set down a card in front of my plate and I winced at the sun-filled sky behind him trying to get a better look. He was beautiful, with thick coppery brown hair and a strong jawline. I couldn’t make out his eye color. Casually dressed in slacks and a polo, he looked down at me with curious eyes.
“Patrick.” He held out his hand and I took it, stunned. “Koti.” Patrick looked to Jasmine with a smirk, which she countered with one of her own. “I’m Jasmine.”