“Really. I don’t know. I never met with anyone and the money was all in cash—small bills.”
She looked so miserable—her cheeks hollow, her eyes vacant as she dabbed at them—that Adria believed her.
“Someone paid you off.”
“Yes.”
“Someone with a lot of money.”
She nodded, but Adria got the impression she wasn’t listening, that she was remembering the past and how she’d escaped with someone else’s daughter.
“You’ll have to talk to the police,” Zach said.
“I know.”
“It may not be easy.”
She turned haunted eyes up at Zach. “It never has been,” she admitted. “For twenty years I’ve looked over my shoulder, expecting this day to come. I knew you were back in Portland, you know,” she added, staring at Adria. “I heard it on the news. Saw your face, listened to your story, knew that you’d be reunited with your family.”
“You could have run,” Adria said.
Ginny gave a self-deprecating little snort. “Where to? I really didn’t think you’d find me.” She pushed herself upright. “You look just like her, you know. It’s…well, it’s scary.”
“So I’ve heard.”
“Why didn’t you come forward for the reward?” Zach asked.
She just stared for a minute. “Because Witt Danvers would have killed me for taking his little girl.” She cleared her throat. “Would you give me a few minutes to get my things?” she asked with a weak smile. “Then I’ll go with you to talk to the police.”
“Fine,” Adria said.
“I don’t think we should let her out of our sight,” Zach cut in.
“Don’t worry, Mr. Danvers,” Ginny said, studying Zachary as if for the first time, trying to picture him as the man who’d grown up from the rebellious son of the richest man in Portland—the hellion who had given his father fits. “It’s time for this to end.”
She left and walked to a door at the foot of the stairs.
So, it had come to this, Ginny thought, slowly descending the stairs. Somehow, deep in her heart, she had always known there would be a reckoning, a time when she’d have to admit her complicity in little London’s disappearance. And the money she’d imagined would set her up for life had slowly disappeared.
She walked into her tiny room and felt weary. She’d hoped to be free of rich people and catering to their whims, looking after children they should have cared for themselves, but as her finances had dwindled, she’d had to return to the only way she knew how to make a living. Even the money she’d received from the Nashes hadn’t saved her. Now, she’d spent most of her adult life being little more than an indentured servant. She surveyed her tiny room with its cheery curtains hung over impossibly small windows and nearly laughed at her own naivety. Fifty thousand. She should have asked for double that or triple. Even then, it might not have been enough. Money had always run through her fingers like water.
On the floor was a braided rug, a cast-off from her employers. The quilt she’d made herself but it had faded. Like she had.
She closed her eyes and sank onto the mattress wondering if she should just end it all. To face the police. The press. The Danvers family.
Unthinkable.
And yet she knew she didn’t have the heart to take her own life. Not like Katherine Danvers…which seemed impossible. Witt’s second wife was the last woman Ginny would have thought would have committed suicide. She was so full of life, so vibrant.
But she’d lost her child. Because of you, and you know how that feels, how morose one can get, how depressed.
Tears burned the back of her eyelids.
She heard the creak of a footstep and thought it was coming from upstairs. They were waiting. Probably impatient. She should really get her things together, even though she knew she’d end up in jail and her meager belongings would be confiscated.
She sniffed, a tear sliding from the corner of her eye.
Again she heard a footstep and it sounded closer…in the hallway?
She decided to pull herself together before Zachary found her down here blubbering like a baby.
Angry at herself, she ran a hand over her eyes as she opened them. She pulled her suitcase from the top shelf of the closet and opened the bureau drawers. Her stomach felt as tight as a clenched fist as she haphazardly tossed in some of her clothes.
Prison.
She shuddered, couldn’t imagine herself there. She blinked again, crying softly, holding back her sobs as she walked into her small bathroom for a tissue. As she dabbed at her eyes, she thought she saw a movement in the reflection of the mirror over the medicine cabinet, as if the shower curtain were fluttering.
All of the sudden she felt cold and realized the window was open.
Had she left it that way?
No…
Oh, God.
Through the haze of tears she glimpsed a dark figure just before the curtain was thrown back and her attacker leapt over the edge of the tub.
She gasped.
Before she could scream a gloved hand covered her mouth.
Oh God!
Her vision cleared.
She was staring into eyes she recognized.
Her heart froze.
Surely this was the person who had paid her off, had warned her never to tell the truth.
She struggled wildly, adrenaline pumping through her bloodstream. She kicked and scratched and fought but it was too late. She was too weak. She was forced back against the wall, a towel bar gouging her shoulders.
And then she saw the knife.
Small.
Deadly.
Wicked.
It gleamed in the dimly lit room.
No! She fought harder, but she was no match for her attacker, who had a small pillow and shoved it over her face. She tried to drag in air, to scream, to save herself, but it was too late. Her attacker was too strong. Too determined. Her vain efforts at kicking and hitting pitifully feeble.
Her lungs were on fire.
Pain blinded her and she struggled frantically.
But it was no use.
With a sickening realization, Ginny Slade knew she was about to die.
“So what do I call you now?” Zach asked as he paced to the window. “Adria? Or London?”
“Adria,” she said, her throat thick, her eyes misting. This was the first of their good-byes. “I hope to you, I’ll always be Adria.”
The minutes, recorded by the grandfather clock in the hall, ticked by; outside, the ever-present traffic moved sluggishly up the hill.
Adria wondered how much longer she had with Zach, how few minutes. Her heart felt as if it were breaking into a thousand pieces as she stared at him. His broad shoulders were rigid, tense with strain; one thumb was hooked through a belt loop and his fingers hung near the faded denim of his fly. His jaw was dark with a beard shadow and his eyes, beneath heavy black brows, were narrowed suspiciously. He shifted from one foot to the other, pretending interest in the view from the bay window before glancing back to the stairwell.
“Shit, what could be taking so long?”
“She’s packing her things…” Adria said, but even she was conscious of the time.
Mrs. Bassett, with a golden-haired child of about seven in tow, clomped down the stairs and hurried back into the room. “I don’t know how I can ever thank you enough,” Mrs. Bassett said, her eyes shifting quickly to the stairwell and back again. “To think that I trusted her with my precious Chloe. Oh, God, it just makes me shudder. I called Harry and he wants to press charges against her for false representation or whatever you call it. He’s phoning our lawyer right now. Oh, dear.” Kissing her child’s crown, she said, “Why don’t you go practice your piano, baby.”
“Don’t want to,” the girl said churlishly, though her mother was shepherding her toward the upright near the fireplace. Chloe crossed her chubby arms stubbornly in front of her chest.
“Well…” Wringing her hands, Mrs. Bassett spied the basket of cakes near the tea service. “Here, then, how about a sweet?” She placed the platter in front of the girl. “Oh, my, I’ve completely forgotten my manners. Could I please offer you a cup of tea? The least I could do, you know.”