“I love how you taste baby. Now taste me. Taste how much I've fucking missed you.”
Jesus fucking Christ. I want to go again. I ache for him already. Without a word he flips me over onto my front and moves my hair away from my neck. He strokes with just his fingertips, from my hair line, all the way down my spine. He nudges my legs apart and positions himself in between them, leaning forward to kiss my ear and the side of my jaw, across my shoulders, all the while he’s stroking my bare sensitive flesh on the backs of my arms and legs, over my bum cheeks and back. He places his hands on my hips and pulls me up onto my knees, my arse cocked in the air towards him. His fingers gently stroke up the inside of my thigh and I instinctively push my bum towards him, hoping he will move his fingers around to my clit and apply some pressure to the ache I have there, instead he splays his palms over my bum cheeks, pulling them apart as he kisses down my back, all the way down and doesn’t stop.
“Gabe.”
“Shhhh, let’s just try this baby, I know you’re gonna love it. If it’s too much, just say and I will stop, but I have toys and I have lube, let’s just try.”
He has lube, fucking hell, am I really going to let him do this? He kisses my shoulder, then bites it gently.
“Okay?”
I nod, not really sure if I am.
He rummages around on the bed for a second, and then he’s back.
“Just relax baby and push back when you’re ready.”
I push my bum up as I drop my shoulders down to the bed and fold my arms underneath my forehead. He reaches between my legs with his left hand and very gently strokes the skin right at the very top. His right fingers slide inside me and I flinch and jerk.
“Shhh, it’s okay, I’ll be gentle, just getting you ready.”
As he talks, he slides his fingers out and I feel something cool and wet slide in, it goes deeper than his fingers ever have and I am amazed at how good it feels, I push back.
“That okay? You want more Lauren? Tell me.”
“More,” is all I can manage. I can only assume it’s some kind of butt plug he’s using on me, I’ve never actually seen one in ‘Real life’ so I have no idea how big they are. He pushes it in deeper and again I push back on him.
“Fuck Lauren, I want this, I want to be inside you, in here, where no one else has ever been, are you ready; can we try?”
Again I simply nod. He kisses my temple.
“Good girl.”
He pulls out whatever was in me and I feel the cold lube hit the bottom of my back, he places a slim, purple vibrator on the bed between my legs as he rubs the lube in between my cheeks
“Don’t touch the toy Lauren, I’ll tell you when, are you ready baby, just relax, relax.”
Fucking relax, he’s kidding right, I’m about to lose my anal virginity, something I had never ever considered doing until I met him and now, now I actually want to do it. I take a deep breath in through my nose and offer my arse up to him. He rubs small circles with his thumbs as he pulls my cheeks apart, I feel him nudge the tip of his cock at my hole, he feels wet and hot; very gently, very slowly he pushes his tip inside me. I instantly tense.
“Gently,” I whisper. Yay, I can still speak.
“I know, I am. Can I push in some more?”
I nod. He has one hand holding onto my hip and the other still guiding himself in to me; he nudges deeper and I can’t help but let out a little moan. It burns for a second, then it’s just all sensation.
“Fuck Lauren, more?”
I nod and he slides right in, there is no pain this time, just a full and stretching sensation. He’s completely still, letting me adjust to him. He grazes his teeth down my neck and shoulder and I let out a moan. He kisses between my shoulder blades and whispers against my skin.
“Lauren, you make all my dreams come true, do you get that? Do you understand just how much I fucking love you? You’re my everything, my always, my forever.”
His hand traces down my spine and holds on to my other hip as I try to process his words, this whole moment is so intense, our reunion, this sex, his words and the amazing sensations I am now feeling as he very slowly starts to move inside me. He kisses me one last time on my back as he says
“Okay baby, I’m gonna move, very slowly I’m gonna move, if it’s too much, too painful or too intense tell me and I will stop. Lauren, you okay?”
I bite down on the inside of my lip. Am I? I don’t know what I am right now, but I nod anyway. Very gently he pulls back a fraction and then slides back in, my muscles clamping round him, I can feel every single ridge and vein and bump on him and it just makes me want more of him. It’s not painful at all, it’s like nothing I have ever experienced and I am now wondering why I have never tried this. He eases back once more and this time as he slides back in, I push back on him.