It was surprising, how light Taggle’s body was. All the substance of him seemed to have gone into Kate, into the bloody smock that stuck to her front—into her knife hand—into her body itself. Taggle was thistledown. There was nothing of him left.
And then Lenore and Kate were standing face-to-face, with Linay at their feet. He sprawled with arms and legs bent like a tossed puppet. He looked up first at Kate, then at Lenore, and then—blankly—at the clearing sky. “I feel strange,” he said. “I think I’m dying.”
Kate, with the little body in her arms, answered, “Good. We don’t like you.” But she knelt beside him and took his raw hand.
“Let me,” Lenore murmured, crouching beside them. Kate felt human warmth in the brush of her arm. “Who are you, brother? Tell me your name and I can help you with the pain.” Kate heard her voice slip halfway to song. “Who did this to you?”
“Oh, no,” Linay sang back. “I did it to myself. Don’t you see? A life for a life—how magic must be.”
“Linay?” Lenore’s voice broke with shock. “By the Black Lady—what have you done?”
Avenged your death, thought Kate. Undone your fate. Traded his life for yours. But she couldn’t say any of it.
“Lenore,” Linay breathed, “I love…” But his breath quavered and he could only blink at her. Lenore smoothed what had been his hair back from his forehead, singing. The life-tension was going out of him, like a frozen rope thawing in a puddle of water. Kate watched, with Taggle’s body stiffening against hers. “He’s dead,” said Lenore, holding the limp body in her arms. “My brother is dead! What is happening?”
“The guard will be coming,” Kate said. “Listen.” It seemed to her she could hear the whole city, thousands of sounds jumbled into the pounding in her ears.
“Who are you?” Lenore stood and seized Kate’s arm. Kate jerked away, twisting to keep her body around Taggle—but Lenore didn’t let go, and Kate’s arm was pulled straight and her sleeve fell back, baring the cuts of the bloodletting. The woman who had been the rusalka shivered. “I know you.”
“Dajena…” Drina tugged at her hand. “She’s my friend. Let her go.”
But Lenore ignored her daughter, looking around. “I remember this. I was dead. They tried to burn me.” She looked into the pyre, and down at the charred fragments of her own face. “Look.” She stooped, scooping up a black-edged piece: an eye and a twist of hair, a glimpse of wing.
Drina eased the charred thing out of her hand. “Dajena.”
Lenore let the carving go and sleepwalked to the edge of the platform, where she stood looking down at the dark surface of the canal. “I died here. I remember it.” Her face went strange. “And,” she said in a voice that could have withered grass, “I remember after.”
“You don’t have to think about that,” said Drina. “You’re saved. We saved you.”
Lenore shook herself and turned. “My daughter. Oh, Drina.” She fingered Drina’s chopped black hair. The sun was just coming out, long fingers of light piercing them, making the woman shine like a wax-cloth window. “You’ve grown.” She took Drina by both shoulders, her eyes huge. “You are marvelous,” she said. “You are brave as the sun.”
And Kate held Taggle’s body tighter. Star of My Heart. Her father had died saying that and for years she had thought he was seeing her mother, standing at the door of death. But he had looked at her, just as Lenore was looking now. He had seen her. Her father had seen her.
“Let us go,” said Lenore, and swept down the stairs like a beam of light. Kate and Drina followed.
nineteen
the names of the dead
Kate walked through the streets of Lov with Taggle’s body in her arms. A thin shadow was growing at her heels. The light was murky, but Lenore shone like the moon, with Drina like a shy star at her side.
The streets were still empty, though here and there they found a window being opened, or a huddle of refugees looking about, like survivors of a storm. Voices began again, slowly filling the town like birdsong in the morning. And Kate hated them all—all the thousands and thousands. They were not worth it: They were nothing beside the little weight in her arms.
Lenore paused in the open space of the gate square, where the cobbles were still stained with blood. “It cannot be so easy,” she said. But the gate was open, and no one tried to stop them. They just went through.
The mud in front of the city was churned and hummocked with the half-abandoned camp. It looked as if there had been a battle. Lenore looked around. “I should not be alive,” she said. But no one came to kill them. They just walked on.