MirrorWorld

But not the pain itself. For the most part, shock wipes the agony away better than any painkiller. At least at first. But the knowledge that something has gone catastrophically wrong sets the imagination ablaze, and adrenaline-fueled fear blossoms like a nuclear mushroom cloud.

I’ve never experienced any of this, mind you, but I see it in people’s eyes. And the shriek coming out of my mouth sounds afraid. But it’s not fear. It’s something else, beyond my control. As my body flails on the floor, my mind watches like a spectator. Fear, after all, is a product of the mind, not the body. My body is screaming because it’s being controlled by whatever substance I just slammed into my bloodstream.

“Hold him down!” Katzman shouts. “Don’t let him injure himself!”

As I suspected, I’ve just made myself invaluable.

But at what cost?

My mind slams back into my body.

The world feels different. Hot and then cold, soft and then prickly. For a moment, I can see the soldiers above me, and then they’re gone, replaced by darkness streaked with blurry green lines. I can still feel the soldiers’ weight on me. Can feel their breath on my face—my mask has been removed—and hear their shouting. But it’s like they’re not there.

And then they are.

“Did you see that?” one of them shouts.

“Look at his—”

“Holy shit!”

“Sedate him,” Katzman shouts. “Someone sedate him!”

The hallucination returns, but only in part. The darkness flickers in and out of view. Shapes move about the room, vague but alive, dancing among the men. To my knowledge, I’ve never taken LSD, but I’m pretty sure this would qualify as a bad trip.

“Strange,” I hear myself say. My blurry hand comes into view, reaches for the darkness, which swirls away, slipping through one of the soldiers. When the hallucination grazes him, he shivers.

“We’re not alone,” he says. “Katzman, we’re not—”

“Stow it!” Katzman shouts. “Every single God damn one of you get a grip. Tamp down your fear and get your shit stuffed back up your asses. You know how to do this job—now do it!”

Despite the man’s stature, his voice commands respect, not just from the men around him, but my hallucination as well. The flickering darkness recedes. A chill runs through my arm. Then it’s free, released by the men who held it.

“Damn,” a man says. He looks at Katzman, fear in his eyes.

Katzman reaches out to the man. “Give it to me.” He takes a small syringe and steps above me. He glares down at me. “Sometimes your unpredictability is too predictable. You did this to yourself. I want you to remember that.”

Katzman jabs the needle into my neck.

The flickering slows down.

The world feels solid again.

The hallucination fades to black.

The soldiers’ voices fade.

In the silent darkness, on the edge of unconsciousness, I hear something else—whispers. And then nothing.

*

I wake to the grating sound of a blender chewing through ice. Despite the racket, I’m actually quite comfortable. I open my eyes to a bedroom that feels familiar but isn’t. The bed is plush, the soft cotton comforter is warm with body heat. Sunlight sneaks past the shades, filling the room with a warm twilight glow. If not for the grinding ice, I might have just said, “Screw it,” rolled over, and gone back to sleep.

The blender slows and stops.

Someone is whistling, but I wouldn’t call it a tune. Whoever is in the kitchen is nervous.

I sit up and take in the bedroom. The décor is immediately recognizable. The funky, bright paintings. The earth tones. I’m back in “my” apartment. Back at Neuro Inc.

And I’m not sedated.

These people are crazier than me. They must know what I’ll do. Unless they believe whoever is in the next room can convince me otherwise. I throw off the covers and find myself still dressed, though my shoes have been removed. I find them beside the bed and slip them on.

I’m about to stand and leave when I decide to snoop. Something about the bedroom is wrong. A detail is off. There are two dressers. I’m a T-shirt-and-jeans guy. One dresser would have been enough. Moving quietly, I tug the drawer of the nearest dresser. Boxers and socks. The next drawer reveals T-shirts. The next, jeans.

I move to the second dresser and open the top drawer.

Empty.

All of them are. So why have the dresser at all? I turn to the closet and open it. There are a few pairs of nicer pants. Button-down shirts. A pair of slippers, well worn, and a pair of dress shoes, also well worn—and my size—rest on the floor. All of it is on the right side of the closet. The left side is empty.

The bedroom holds no answers for me. Only more questions.

I step into the small master bath. The room is clean. Several items litter the side of the sink: a stick of men’s deodorant, a bottle of shaving cream, a razor, and a tube of toothpaste. Hanging above it all are two toothbrushes.

Two.

One blue. The other, pink.

Someone missed a detail.

Time to meet my guest.

The bedroom door squeaks when I open it.

Whoever is waiting for me in the kitchen freezes. “Hello?”