Lynn shrugged. “Well, that, and I do kind of like you every now and then.”
They left in the dark hours before dawn, sliding between the children’s clothing that hung from the rafters, dry but still smelling of rain. The woman was sleeping in the corner, curled protectively around her children even when unconscious. The man sat at the table, slumped forward. They’d left him crumpled there after he’d fallen asleep at his watch, determined there must be some foul trick yet to come that he would protect his family from despite his fatigue. The exhaustion had won out only an hour before, and Lynn and Lucy packed their things quietly, easing the door open only as far as necessary for them to slip outside and find the road again.
Eighteen
The road welcomed them back by laming Brown Horse south of the Kansas border. The land had become unruly, and while the flat plains of Nebraska had frightened Lucy with their unending stretch, the Kansas badlands had her clutching tightly to Spatter’s reins, willing him not to break a leg. The horses stayed near a meandering river called the Arikaree that carved its way through the hills, leaving a thin gouge through the land.
Lynn stood by a patch of yucca, inexpertly holding Brown Horse’s injured hoof in her hands. “I don’t even know what I’m looking for.”
Lucy scratched Spatter’s nose as he brushed up against her, nuzzling her clothes for the spears of yucca she had hidden in her pockets. “Do you know for sure it’s her foot that’s hurt? Could it be her leg?”
“Your guess is as good as mine,” Lynn said, carefully putting Brown Horse’s hoof down and giving the animal a halfhearted pat on the rump. “Even if I knew what was wrong with her, I wouldn’t know how to fix it.”
“These hills won’t do her any favors either,” Lucy said, looking out over the rolling land that undulated like sheets on the line in a breeze.
Lynn nodded her agreement. “Only thing I can think to do is let her stand in the water awhile. I know I welcome a good soak when my feet hurt.”
Lynn’s aversion to traveling alongside the waterways had been overrun by the horses’ refusal to leave the path of the Arikaree. More than once they’d fought against their riders’ commands, and neither woman was sure enough on horseback to argue with them. The horses had won the day, and Lynn had grudgingly admitted it might have been the best route anyway, as the river they were following would take them nearly halfway through Colorado and in sight of the mountains.
Lynn unburdened Brown Horse and led her down the steep gorge into the flowing river, Mister following her lead. Spatter flicked his ears at his comrades, then looked to Lucy as if in question.
“I know,” she said, “it’s not like Lynn to go on down to the water without checking for people first, is it? I think your friends might be growing on her. Next thing you know she’ll be skinny-dipping.”
Spatter snorted.
Brown Horse and Mister seemed content to wade in the shallows near the bank while Spatter stuck by Lucy’s side, following her into the shade provided by the wall of the narrow gully. Lynn was resting against it already, keeping a keen eye on the horses as they complacently wandered away from the women. Lucy plopped beside Lynn, surprised when cold water seeped through her pants.
“Bank’s not as dry as it looks,” Lynn said.
“Thanks for the warning.”
“You’ll dry off soon enough, once we go back out into the sun.”
The heat had stayed with them, although the humidity was gone. It was easy to misjudge whether they were overheating in the thin, hot air, and more than once Lucy had seen black spots in her vision before she realized how close she was to passing out. She’d kept that fact to herself, and her water bottle full.
Lynn cleared her throat. “I wanted to tell you . . . I don’t really say it much, but you taking a chance for something, taking a leap like this in the name of an idea . . . Well, not everyone works that way. Including myself.”
“Obviously I’m a better person than you,” Lucy sniffed, smacking her hand against Lynn’s kneecap.
“Maybe, but you could learn to take a compliment,” Lynn said, returning the smack lightly to the back of Lucy’s head.
Lucy shrugged. “That family needed the house more than we did anyway.”
“And they’ll have a good life, and you to thank, but that might be cold comfort once we hit those mountains.”
“Yeah, the mountains,” Lucy muttered, sending a rock spinning out into the stream. “I’m not too crazy about those. I can’t quite get my head around it, Lynn. I want this, I do, but the bigness of the world. It . . . it kinda scares the shit out of me.”
“I can’t remove the mountains from our path, little one. Would that I could.”
“Yeah,” Lucy said, watching Brown Horse favor her leg as she limped away from them. “I wish you could too.”