First the ghosts and now an otherworldly trespasser. What the heck was going on in this town?
Slumped at my desk, I gave up on catching shut-eye and hauled out my grimoire. The modified pen Linus adapted for me tipped heavy in my hand, but I refined the foundation wards for Woolly, line by line, over and over, until my vision doubled.
Dusk took an eternity to arrive, but I was dressed and ready to confront Linus in record time.
After gathering the grimoire, the sketchbook, and the avowal, I made a beeline for the carriage house. The front door stood ajar, as usual, and delicious smells snaked out to tempt me across the threshold. Funny, I had never considered bacon as sinister before now. But I had also never seen a man so calm about his head being on fire while dressed in a shirt belonging to Linus either.
I padded inside, leaving damp-grass footprints, and searched for hints Ambrose had been here.
“I made pancakes to apologize for the bagels.” Linus glanced over his shoulder and indicated I should sit. “We need to get started on the foundation before it’s too hardened to accept sigils.”
“I came by last night.” I sank into my usual seat. “You weren’t home.”
“I had an errand to run, as I told you in my text.” His movements lost their fluidity, a hitch in his otherwise calm fa?ade, and the pancake he’d been flipping broke over the edge of the pan. “You didn’t reply, so I assumed it was nothing pressing.”
“Sorry to leave you on read.” I picked at my fingernails, still unsure how to play this. I had never been on this side of the interrogation table before. “I got distracted by homework and forgot what I wanted in the first place.”
A motion rolled through his shoulders that might have been a shrug or a flip of the spatula.
“I brought you a present.” It came out too loud, too bright. “Two, actually.” I placed the avowal on the table, but it was the sketchbook I held out to him. “Does this look familiar?”
“I haven’t seen that in years.” He killed the burner, set the pan aside, and carried a plate stacked high with pancakes to me. There he traded them for the sketchbook. Despite the heat from the stove, his fingers were frigid where they brushed my hand. “Where did you find it?”
“In the garage.” I jogged my leg under the table. “I didn’t look inside.”
The rubber band was so brittle it snapped in two when he removed it. “How did you know it was mine?”
There was nothing for it but to be honest. “Boaz recognized it.”
Absorbed by the slow turn of pages, he didn’t speak for a long time. “Did he tell you why he took it?”
I toyed with my fork, unable to eat no matter how tempting the food smelled. “Yes.”
“Here it is.” He paused on a page crinkled more than the rest. “Would you like to see?”
The silverware clanked on the plate when my sweaty fingers slipped. “Sure.”
Taking care not to damage the fragile onion-skin paper, he turned the sketchbook around then watched for my reaction.
The drawing was of me, true enough, but that girl had yet to be broken. There were fractures, tiny ones, so small you had to squint to see them. She missed the idea of her mother, but she was loved. She had a family, a home, friends, a life. Try as I might, I could not see myself in her. I could not remember ever being this open, like my heart was a book with hope for the future written on its pages.
The graphite portrait showed me kneeling in front of my open window, almost prayerful, with my arms stacked on the windowsill. I rested my chin on the bend of my arm and stared across the yard, right at the artist. Or so I would have thought if Boaz hadn’t told me the story of yanking Linus from the tree that straddled the property line. Linus, despite the angle, hadn’t been the recipient of my wistful sighs or my star-crossed gaze. As usual, it all came down to Boaz. I had been daydreaming in the direction of the Pritchard house, and Linus had immortalized that pitiful ache that entered my eyes whenever I saw him.
“You could have drawn that from the ground,” I murmured. “Why did you climb that tree?”
“I hoped you wouldn’t notice me,” he admitted. “The upper limbs concealed the limb where I sat.”
I could almost tell from the angle he was higher than I’d first thought. “How did Boaz find you?”
“Bad luck.” He grimaced at the memory. “He had a slingshot and a handful of berries. He was going to test his aim and see how many he could shoot through your window.”
“That sounds like him.” And he had conveniently edited out that part.
“The rest of the story you know.” He left no room for doubt that Boaz had told me how it ended.
Linus’s candor was why I returned the favor. “I met Ambrose last night.”
A brief flicker of—surprise?—played across his features before he sank into the chair across from me. “Where?”
Not who? Or how? But where?
All the niggling doubts skipping through my head all day broke into a sprint.
“He was in the garden. I bumped into him when I went to drop off the sketchbook with you.”
“Did he…?” Black threads spooled through his irises. “What did he say to you?”
I cradled the grimoire to my chest, its warm leather a comfort. “My reasons and my purpose are my own. I do not answer to you, little goddess,” I repeated, “and you would be wise to remember that.”
“That’s all?” His pupils expanded into gaping voids. “Did you get a good look at him?”
“Yes.” I forced myself to hold his fathomless gaze. “He resembled you—” in a funhouse mirror kind of way, “—and he was wearing one of your shirts.” As a matter of fact, the style and cut matched the one he wore, if not the color. He probably ordered them in triplicate from his tailor. “Who is he? What is he?”
“Let me handle Ambrose.” Ice glazed his words until a warm breath would shatter them into a million pieces. Not since that night in the Lyceum, when the Grande Dame named him my tutor, had I heard this imperious tone from him. “He’s a dangerous man. Avoid him at all costs.”
The warning startled a laugh out of me. “Hard to do when he’s trespassing on my property.”
“You don’t have to trust me,” he said, each crisp word making his teeth clack, “but trust me to take care of this.”
As much as I wanted to show a little faith after all he had done for me, he had dodged too many of my questions for me to let the matter drop, and I was fresh out of blind faith. I had two eyes and—despite what Boaz thought—they were both cranked wide open. No one got a free pass from me these days. I had written too many in the past, and look where it landed me.
Unwilling to give him my word, I let my silence speak for itself.
“I must secure this.” He stood abruptly, sketchbook forgotten, and collected the avowal. “Then we’ll get started.” On his return from the office, he brought two boxes overflowing with supplies with him. “Are you ready?” The stiffness in his limbs echoed in his speech. “Or would you rather postpone?”
Shoving back from the table, I got to my feet. “There’s no time like the present.”
Neither of us had eaten, but I wasn’t hungry, and he never seemed to be either.
Since his arms were full, I held the door for him, and we trekked over to Woolly together. The old house rustled her curtains in question, and I raised an arm in answer. All was well. No signs of the berry-mouthed Ambrose.
About the time I realized I had been staring a hole through the back of Linus’s head, he caught my eye, his expression wary, like he didn’t trust my acquiescence. The flat press of his mouth reminded me of the flaps on an envelope as he sealed them closed on the topic still itching my lips with questions.