“Emily, it’s Crow.” He sounded distant.
“What happened to you last night?” she asked. “Where did you go?”
“To jail,” he said. There were loud voices in the background.
She stopped walking and covered her other ear to hear him better. She stood in the middle of the walkway and students streamed around her. “To where?”
“I was arrested last night,” he answered sharply. “Don’t ask. I need money. For bail.”
“Wait, Crow, hold on,” Em said. She suddenly felt itchy all over, like she’d stood in a hot shower for too long. “What are you talking about? What can I—”
“Go to my house,” he said. “Get my guitar—the acoustic, the Fender, from my room. Then, please, can you go down to the pawn shop on Route One? And get some money? To bail me out? Two hundred should be enough. I’m sorry, Em.”
His guitar? The one thing he loved? His one source of happiness?
“No way,” she said.
He misunderstood. “Em, there’s no one else—”
She couldn’t bear to let him think she would just leave him there. “No, of course I’ll bail you out,” she said hurriedly. “But I’m not going to sell your guitar. Just don’t . . . I’ll be there as soon as I can.”
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“Did you see the article about Landon?” Em heard Portia say later as they waited for their French teacher to arrive. The hair on Em’s arms prickled. The very last place she wanted to be was here when Crow was sitting in a jail cell, and the very last thing she wanted to talk about was a dead teacher.
The school paper had just run a short obituary of their former English teacher, published on the anniversary of the Spring Awakening humanities quiz show he’d started at Ascension a few years back as part of Spring Week. School administrators were promising to bring back the Jeopardy!-style event later this season, before SAT and final-exam pressures started to build. Em had placed well last year but she hadn’t decided if she would participate this time around. Not likely.
“Shitty luck,” said Andy Barton, the football player and former friend of Zach and Chase. “That ice is dangerous.” He didn’t really sound too beat up about it.
Henry Landon had been found, drowned, in a small pond near the Haunted Woods, where people ice-fished in the winter. The reports said there was no appearance of foul play; the ice had simply cracked below him.
“I know this is, like, so bad to say, but . . . ” After a suitable dramatic pause, Portia went on. “I always felt like he was a little bit perverted.”
“Like how?” Leaning back in his chair, Andy leaped at the chance to delve into the topic of perversion. Meanwhile, Em tried to ignore the irritation billowing in her chest. It was impossible not to listen.
“I think he . . . paid more attention to me . . . in class on the days I wore . . . low-cut shirts,” Portia said. “I bet I would have gotten an even better grade if I let him give me extra help, if you know what I mean. I think he was into that sort of thing.”
“Well, I hope you’d let me videotape it.” Andy smiled slyly. “That dude didn’t deserve such a hot piece of ass.”
Portia shifted uncomfortably. Oblivious, Andy continued, tilting his chair so it balanced on his two back legs. “Anyway, if he was really a creep then he probably had it coming.”
“?‘Had it coming’?” Em interjected. “So he deserved to die?” She couldn’t help herself.
“No, obviously not,” Andy said as he rolled his eyes. He looked to Portia for sympathy, but she hung her head low and pretended to be fascinated with her French worksheet. “What’s with you, anyways, Winters? You and Landon close or something?”
God, she hated people like that, who managed to turn everything upside down and make their own shitty comments seem totally natural. As if she were the one who was out of line. Her body tensed—including every muscle in her hand, which clutched at the pen so firmly that it shook.
“Maybe I hit a nerve?” he asked, tipping back and forth on his chair. He then went on to say something about always being misunderstood. Em wasn’t listening anymore. She could sense her temper starting to boil, and all she wanted was for Andy to stop talking. She wished something would happen to just make him shut up.
“Oh, shit!” Andy cried in a stupidly strangled voice as his chair wobbled out from underneath him. As he came down on the tile, there was a clang of metal against the floor and a loud thud as his head flew backward against the desk behind him.
“Oh my God,” Portia said, kneeling down on the floor and reaching for his head. “Andy, are you okay?”
“It’s nothing,” he said quickly. He propped himself up on an elbow and reached behind his head, but flinched immediately after touching it. When he drew his head back, there was a spot of blood.