Chaotic (Imperfection Perfection #1)

“I’m just upset that the whole experience was ruined for you.”


“What experience?” I turned around, looking at him questioningly as his hands moved around to rest on my stomach. “Of being pregnant. Maybe someday I can make it a good one for you.”

My mouth gaped open when he said that, something in the future between the two of us that I hadn’t even considered. It honestly scared me and made me feel a little happy at the same time. Not that I needed to be pregnant anytime soon, I wasn’t even sure if I wanted to have kids someday, but to know Justin was thinking about something like that, got me thinking too.

“C’mon,” his hands dug into my hips, lifting me off of his lap and he scooped me up into his arms. “We’re newlyweds, remember? We should be celebrating and there’s a Jacuzzi calling our names.”





Chapter 17


My eyes popped open and I breathed out a moan at the trail of kisses that was currently running across my bare shoulder. I pushed back against Justin, his warm body molding perfectly to mine as he continued brushing his lips against my bare skin.

Last night had been amazing.

After turning into prunes, soaking in the Jacuzzi and sipping on champagne, we had laid together on the bed touching every inch of each other’s bodies. Our first time together had been everything I had hoped for, and I was glad we had waited for a while. I had been surprised that he hadn’t pushed me, not once, the whole time we had been together. I think that was one of the reasons it had been so special.

His hand drifting between my legs brought me back to the here and now. I cracked an eye open to see that it was just a little past four in the morning. I thought at first, maybe he was doing it in his sleep but when I felt that finger swirl around so expertly, I knew he had to be awake.

“Aren’t you a little worn out?” I whispered into the darkness, craning my neck to see his eyes as the moon reflected off of them.

“I’ll never be worn out for this.” He pushed back onto the bed, bringing my body with his so I was now straddling him. I rocked my hips against the hardness that was poking into me and smiled as I watched him squirm beneath me. “You know, I think I should punish you for waking me up.”

I ground my hips one more time before pulling back and hovering over his body, sure to make no contact what so ever. I dipped my head down, my hair swirling across his chest as I flicked my tongue across each of his nipples and licked a trail up his chest.

I stopped at his neck, which I had learned early on was one of the spots that seemed to drive him wild, and nipped lightly at his skin. He arched his hips up, snaking his arm around my waist to try to pull me back down, but I moved upwards just in time.

“I don’t think so mister, I’m in control now.” I worked my way back down his body, reexamining each place with my tongue as I went. I had him squirming like a fish underneath me, and it caused me to be a little gleeful. Normally, it was always the other way around.

I sat back on my knees, looking down at him as he lay stretched out on the starch white bed. The rose petals had long ago been pushed to the floor after hours of us rolling around with each other. He looked so beautiful laying there like that, his arms outstretched over his head, the taut muscles in his stomach jutting out. He had a light stubble across his jaw; I loved it the most when it was like that. I always told him it made him look a little more masculine.

“Okay, your control time is over.” He sat up abruptly and spun me around once again, pinning me against the bed. He moved my hands above my head, clasping my wrists together with one hand and gripping my hip with the other. “You’re such a fucking tease. I just wanted a quickie and then we could go back to sleep. Now I’m wide-awake. You really didn’t want to fully wake up the beast.” He thrust his hips into me, just the tip of him brushing against me, but it was enough to make me squirm. “But I really can’t wait any longer.” He slipped into me easily, pulling my knees over his shoulders as he went deeper.

We both let out a loud sigh as our bodies adjusted to each other’s quickly once again, and I threw my head back, soaking up the feeling. He pulled back, almost to the point of being completely out before he slammed back into me, thrusting in deeper than I think I had ever felt before in my life.

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