Cannon (A Step Brother Romance #3)

I raise my eyebrows. "I'd put you to shame, hot stuff," I say. "You've never heard me sing."

Two tequila shots later, and there's a break in the songs. Addy nods at the stage. "There's your chance, hot stuff," she says, winking. She thinks I'm not going to take her bait, but I down the rest of my beer and stand up. "Where are you going?"

"You wanted me to serenade you, didn't you?"

Addy laughs. "I didn't mean it," she says. "Sit down."

"Not on your life, sweet cheeks," I say as she covers her face in mock embarrassment. "Don't worry, I'll dedicate it to you."

"Hendrix, no!" she protests, but she's laughing, and she leans back in her chair with her legs kicked out in front of her, teal flip-flops on her feet, and tucks the brim of her hat down over her face. I watch her flag down the waitress and get another shot of tequila, that she hold up at me in a "cheers" gesture.

When the music starts, I can practically hear her groan from the stage. Okay, I can't really, but her reaction is priceless. She buries her face in her hands as I take the microphone. "This is for my best friend, who should just admit that my voice is much more amazing than hers will ever be."

I belt out the lyrics to Addy's first hit, "Country Sweetheart," the candy-coated pop country song that made her famous. And by "belt out," I mean I do my version of singing, which falls somewhere on the tolerability scale between nails on a chalkboard and the most annoying sound in the world. But I know all those goddamned lyrics, even though I wasn't into that bullshit when I was in high school. That damn song worked its way into my brain and took up residence there, way back then.

Just like Addy did.

The other people in the bar think it's funny, that I'm doing some kind of serenade for my girlfriend, and Addy covers her face with the brim of her hat as people clap along. When I get back to the table, I'm pretty sure Addy is going to say we need to get the hell out of there before she's recognized, since we're skating on thin ice, but she doesn't. She doesn't touch me either, doesn't make any public display of affection that would wind up on one of the gossip sites, just laughs and shakes her head. "Nice song choice."

"Thought you'd like it."

"I'd rather every copy of that song were just burned," she says. "If I never have to sing it again, I'll be more than happy with my life."

"What would you rather sing?"

Addy traces her finger absently around her glass again and shrugs, not looking at me. "I don't know."

"Bullshit," I say, my voice just a little too loud. "I know you. You haven't stopped writing songs."

Addy looks at me. "Maybe I haven't," she says. "But the label will never let me sing them."

I nod at the stage. "You should go up there and sing one of them."

"It's for karaoke."

"So?" I ask. "They have a band here. There's a guitar right over there."

"They're personal," she says.

I shrug. "Suit yourself," I say. "But the old Addy would have grown a pair and gone up there."

"You're trying to bait me."

"Is it working?"

Addy sighs heavily. "Not at all."

Between songs, the silence is suddenly deafening and Addy looks up. "Fine," she says. "Fuck it."

"That's what I like to hear."

"Me growing a pair?" she asks, standing up. I want to reach out and grab her, pull her onto my lap, but I don't, conscious of being in public with her.

"Nah, you saying 'fuck'," I say.

Addy leans close, her hair spilling down around her face, and whispers in my ear. "Fuck fuck fuck," she says. "That's what I want to do to you later." Then she walks up to the stage, leaving me with the biggest raging boner in the history of the world.

She talks to someone beside the stage, who nods a lot and then rushes to grab her the guitar. Then she pulls a barstool to the middle of the stage where the microphone is. The bar is filled with conversation that doesn't quiet even when Addy starts to play the first few notes on the guitar. The low rumble of drunk conversations rolls through the room, refusing to be silenced. Until Addy opens her mouth and sings the first note.

And then, it's like everything in the place stops. People pause, conversations go mute, and it's like the way it is every time Addy sings. She's got that thing, that special-ness, that tells you you're in the presence of greatness. She sings softly, her voice lower and breathier than when I've heard her sing in the studio.

I think I stop breathing, listening to her sing one of her songs. I tell myself that they're just lyrics, words she's singing and nothing more, that they're not directed at me in any way. But it's hard to think that when she's looking the way she is, at me no less, singing the way she is.





ELEVEN MONTHS AGO