PRESENT DAY
Being in close quarters with Hendrix after what happened is a form of torture -- cruel and unusual punishment. I wanted to drive myself to the recording studio, but the record label sent a car to take us to the interview with the magazine and then the recording session, as if they don't trust me to show up on my own. So now I'm stuck sitting a foot away from him, pretending as if nothing happened between us. Pretending that Hendrix didn't overhear me speak his name from the other side of my bedroom door.
Just the thought of it makes me flush white-hot.
So we sit here on opposite sides of the car, ignoring each other, Hendrix looking straight ahead and me scrolling through the messages on my phone, trying to distract myself from the fact that I can smell Hendrix's aftershave from where I sit. "You're making a face," Hendrix says.
He's not even looking at me, sitting beside me in the back of the car, so how would he know?
"This is my regular expression," I say.
"No, it's not," he says. "It's your checking-text-messages-you-hate face."
"How do you know I'm getting text messages I hate? Have you been reading my texts?" I ask, my voice going up an octave. "You can't do that!"
"Oh my God, relax, Addy," he says, laughing. "No one is reading your text messages. Well, the NSA probably is, but that's it. I was just making an observation. You've been making that face a lot lately. You need to chill the fuck out."
"Oh." I look down at the most recent text from Jared.
Srsly, A. Don't be a bitch. You knew what you were getting into. And don't put me in a fucking song.
That's message number fifteen from Jared over the past week, since I walked out on him at the club. Four in the morning and he's getting a blowjob in the bathroom of the filthy club he insisted I go to with him and his friends to celebrate his birthday. But I'm the one who's a bitch.
I press the delete button. As if I'd write any song about that douchebag. Besides, the record label is writing and approving all of my songs; they have been for years. I'm just the mouthpiece.
There's a text from my friend Sapphire.
Hey ho. Where the F have u been? Party 2nite. Call me.
"Oh," Hendrix says. "Is that the boyfriend texting you?"
"Ex," I say pointedly, and turn the cell phone over, face down, as if that will make the messages disappear. "And it's none of your business."
"So it is a text from the ex-boyfriend, then."
"What part of none of your business did you not hear?"
"What did you say?" Hendrix deadpans, cupping his hand near his ear.
"Hilarious, Hendrix."
"You're always complimenting me," he says.
"Don't take it personally."
"That fuckhead better not be texting you," Hendrix says. He's looking in a binder, pouring over the week's schedule even though I know he already has it memorized.
"My last bodyguard wasn't this mouthy," I say. "And he didn't try to insert himself into my personal life."
Hendrix turns to look at me. "Your last bodyguard let you date that shithead."
"He didn't let me date anyone," I say, bristling at his tone. "In case you haven't noticed, this is 2015, not 1815, and I can date whoever the hell I want. Fuckhead or not."
"Not on my watch," Hendrix says.
"Your watch?" I'm so annoyed I think my head might explode. "I'm not a child, Hendrix. And your job description involves being a bodyguard, not some archaic protector of my hoo-hah."
"You're my watch," Hendrix says. "Which means your hoo-hah is part of my watch."
"Nobody is watching my hoo-hah," I say, my voice rising. "Much less my damn stepbrother."
Hendrix turns to face me, his eyes narrowed. "Is that what you think this is about?" he growls. "Some misguided sense of protectiveness, because I'm your stepbrother?"
"No," I say, my voice hushed. The tinted window is up, separating us from the driver, but I worry he can hear every word of what we're saying. "You're just pissed because you can't have me, and you don't want anyone else to have me." The words come out, fueled by emotion, before I can stop them, and I immediately regret speaking them. I clamp my hand over my mouth, mortified. Why did I say that? Just when I was bent on ignoring Hendrix I put my foot in my mouth and say something awful.
Hendrix leans close to me, his mouth near my ear. "If I wanted you, I'd have you, right here, right now, sweet-cheeks," he whispers. "Just for your information."
I force a laugh, but there's nothing funny about the fact that arousal is coursing through my body. "Is that so?"
The car pulls to a stop, and Hendrix walks around to pull open my door. He leans down and speaks to me softly again. "That's a fucking promise, Addy-girl," he says, holding his hand out to help me from the car.
I take his hand and get the same jolt of electricity I always get when I touch him. "Well, then, it's a good thing that neither of us want each other."
FIVE YEARS, SIX MONTHS AGO
Cannon (A Step Brother Romance #3)
Sabrina Paige's books
- Prick
- Luke: A West Bend Saints Romance
- Silas
- A Very Dirty Wedding
- Breaking Hammer (Inferno Motorcycle Club, #3)
- Inferno Motorcycle Club: The Complete Series (Inferno Motorcycle Club, #1-3)
- Saving Axe (Inferno Motorcycle Club, #2)
- Killian: A West Bend Saints Romance (West Bend Saints #4)
- Tackle (Bad Boy Billionaire Sports Romance)