Finally, when the sky started turning pink outside the window, he forced himself out of the bed. Padding naked into the bathroom, he wet a washcloth with warm water and walked back to the bed. He stood for a moment, looking down.
There were smudges under her eyes, half-hidden by the long, lush eyelashes and a few bruises on her hips he’d given her toward the end. At some level, he knew he shouldn’t have used her as much and as hard as he had. He couldn’t regret it, however. If someone had put an AK-47 to his head last night, he would have been totally incapable of stopping.
He bent down and rolled her carefully onto her back. She was so exhausted she didn’t wake up.
He gently cleaned her between the legs. He’d come three times in her and she was sticky. He wiped her carefully, trying hard not to wake her up.
This is something he should have done last night, but he’d been too wiped out to do anything but collapse on top of her and fall into a sleep so deep it felt like a coma.
She was so beautiful, even here. The folds of her sex were soft, the palest pink, surrounded by ash-brown pubic hairs interspersed with gold. His breathing sped up as he imagined kissing her there, licking her, sucking the little clitoris he could see when he opened her a up a bit with two fingers.
Such mysterious folds of flesh, so simple and yet the source of such mind-blowing delight. He wanted to sink to his knees and bury his face between her thighs. He wanted to lick her until she shook with the force of her orgasm, as she’d done last night. God, it had been so exciting to feel her pulling hard on him while she came, shuddering…
He had a hard-on. Again. If he followed his instincts, he’d slip back into bed with her, mount her, pull her legs apart and start moving the instant he entered her. With any other woman, he would have. He’d never, ever pulled his punches with women. They knew right upfront what to expect.
He made sure the women he had realized he had a strong sex drive and that they were going to be used hard. If that’s what they wanted, fine. If not, there were plenty of other women around.
They knew what they were in for and he hadn’t had many complaints. So if this hadn’t been Suzanne, he’d be in her right now, watching her wake up to the feel of him moving in her.
But this was Suzanne. He wasn’t too sure what made her different from the others, but there it was—she was different.
She was tired and needed her sleep, and that took absolute precedence over his iron-hard erection. He pulled the covers up over her, watched her for another moment, easing a pale curl away from her eyes with a movement which became a caress, then forced himself away.
A quick shower, shave and cup of coffee later, and he was in his underground lair.
Bud wasn’t going to dance with joy at being woken up this early, but tough shit.
“Morrison.” Bud’s voice was annoyed but alert.
“John here. What have you got for me?” The long silence had John sitting up straight. “What?”
“It’s bad. You’re not going to like it, Midnight.”
“There are a lot of things I don’t like about the situation. So spill.”
“Suzanne worked off and on with another decorator, a guy called Todd Armstrong. And before you go off the deep end, he was gay. Nice guy. Smart. I met him a few times. He was fun.”
There was a bad feeling in the pit of John’s stomach. “Was?”
Bud sighed. “Yeah. Guy was wasted. Portland PD found his body about six hours ago. He’d been tortured, Midnight. It wasn’t pretty.”
Every signal John’s body could send was in overdrive. The hairs on his forearms were standing straight up. Bud was right. This was bad.
Bud’s lover, Suzanne’s girlfriend—what was her name?…Claire. That was it. “You’d better watch out for Claire, then,” John said. “It looks like everyone around Suzanne is getting wasted.”
“Done. I’ve got people watching Claire 24/7 and she’s not a happy camper.”
“Tough.” Like Bud, John had no trouble at all prioritizing. Bud’s girlfriend might not be thrilled at the prospect of being restricted in her movements, but her safety came first. Second and third, too. Bud knew that and had taken steps to make sure she’d live. Anything else was bullshit. “What about Suzanne’s parents?”
“I’m on it. They live in Baja California. I’ve contacted the Mexican police and they’ve posted discreet guards.”
“Okay.” John grappled with the size of the threat against Suzanne. If Bud had called in the Mexican police, he was scared. “What have we got to go on here?”
“Damn all.” Bud’s voice was ripe with frustration. “Everything’s a dead end. We’ve got the name of both shooters, but there must have been a cutout, because there’s no paper trail. No unusual payments in their bank account, no unusual prints in their apartment, no phone records, nothing. Nada. Zip.”
“The money’s in the Caymans. Or in Andorra,” John said. “And long gone. You’re playing with your own dick.”
“Yeah, well if I am, I’m not having any fun. Goddamn it, we need to know what’s going on. Pump Suzanne, Midnight. Find out what it is that she knows, or what it is that she’s got, which is dangerous enough to kill for. And do it fast. Claire’s involved and I’m not having her exposed to danger. So find out what she knows, or I’ll have your ass in a sling.”
John could hear the ripe fear for Claire behind Bud’s hard words, otherwise he would have handed Bud his head on a stick. It wasn’t something he’d have understood a week ago, but now he did. Anything that threatened his woman was guaranteed to drive him crazy.
“Okay. I’ll be in touch.” John thumbed the off button on his cell and sat back, thinking.
This was a mission. He could do missions—he’d done them all his life. So why was this creating a problem for him?
Because it was Suzanne.
Because he couldn’t think straight around her. It wasn’t just a question of thinking with his dick, though of course there was that. He couldn’t keep his hands off the woman but it was more than that.
Fear for her skewed his thinking processes, threw him completely off-kilter. Worse, off-mission. How could he think straight when the thought of anything happening to her had his heart pounding and provoked that swooping feeling of a mortar round exploding ten feet away?
He called Jacko and pulled his men off all current cases. From this moment on, his team had to be as concentrated as a laser on Suzanne Barron. By nightfall, John knew they’d have everything that could be known about her, including her high school grades, spending patterns and menstrual cycle.
Today he needed to grill her. He’d avoided it, putting it off, distracted by the sex. He couldn’t afford that now, he thought as he headed upstairs.
But first, he needed to feed her. She hadn’t eaten in twenty-four hours. Though he was a lousy cook, he did keep some supplies on hand. Coffee, eggs, vacuum-packed bacon, bread. Once she’d eaten, they’d talk.
As always, it felt good to have a plan, even a half-assed one. He had bread in the toaster, eggs in a bowl and the coffee maker on when he placed the bacon in the pan. It spat, little pinpricks of fire on his chest and arms.
“Son of a bitch!” He scrambled for something to cover the pan with.
“That’s why women wear aprons,” a soft, amused voice said from behind him. “I wouldn’t advise cooking bacon bare-chested.”
He spun around, ignoring the flying grease. She was standing in the doorway. In a blue nightgown this time, a twin to the one he’d ripped. She’d showered. He could smell her across the room, over the bacon and the toast…the charred toast—shit! He burned his fingers digging the slices out of the toaster.
All the while he watched her carefully. He’d used her pretty hard last night. He hadn’t been able to control himself at the end. He had no idea what her reaction this morning would be.
But she was smiling at him, crossing the room bare-footed, brushing by him and making every hormone in his body stand up and clamor for more of what he’d had all night.
“I guess that’s not a gun and that you’re really glad to see me.”