Fuming, she watched him walk away. Derek and Cole were in jail. Even if Gordon tried to fix the situation, the arrest put their careers in jeopardy.
Potter appeared at her elbow. She blinked at him, unable to believe he was still wearing a coat and tie at this hour.
“I heard about Vaughn,” he said.
If he said anything about “extreme measures,” she was going to slap him. Instead, he took out his wallet and tugged out a business card.
“Sounds like he could use a good lawyer.” He handed her the card. “Just so happens I know one.”
Chapter Twenty-five
Elizabeth stepped into her hotel room and leaned back against the door. Sunlight seeped through the gap in the curtains. She looked down at the bed she’d shared with Derek just last night.
Or the night before. Timing was a blur. Her brain felt like oatmeal. Her eyes stung from fatigue, and the entire right side of her body was covered in road burn from her struggle with Fatima.
She dug her phone from her pocket and dialed the lawyer Potter had recommended. The man was a nationally known criminal-defense attorney, but he was Washington-based, and his influence didn’t extend to Houston, from what she could tell.
He answered, and she snapped to attention.
“Hi, it’s—” She cleared her throat. “This is Elizabeth LeBlanc with the FBI. I’m calling to get an update on—”
“They’ve been released.”
Relief swamped her. “Oh, my God, thank you.”
“I wish I could take credit, but I had nothing to do with it. The jail supervisor told me they were picked up an hour ago.”
A rap on the door behind her made her jump. She peered through the peephole.
“Thank you. So much. I have to go.” She stuffed the phone into her pocket and jerked open the door.
“Hey,” Derek said.
She threw her arms around him. He was warm and solid, and he smelled like fresh soap.
She pulled back and gazed up at him. “You’re really out?”
“I’m really out. We both are.” He glanced over his shoulder, and she noticed his truck parked across the lot. With Cole in the passenger’s seat. And then she noticed his damp hair, his fresh T-shirt.
“You’re leaving.” The words tasted bitter in her mouth.
“I came to say good-bye.”
She stared up at him and felt her throat close. She didn’t trust herself to talk, so she just stood there. He was leaving. And all she wanted to do right now was drag him into the room with her and tackle him onto the bed. His eyes simmered.
“I can’t,” he said quietly, reading her mind.
She nodded. “When will you—” She caught herself. Why bother asking? It would only spark an argument. “I can’t believe you were arrested,” she said instead.
“I can. But they dropped everything when we agreed to the cover story. The Secret Service thwarted an assassination plot and took down the terrorists.”
Her eyebrows tipped up.
“With help from the FBI,” he added.
She glanced past him at Cole, and her stomach tensed. “So . . . will you make it back in time?”
“If we shotgun it.”
She looked into his whiskey-brown eyes, searching for a reflection of all the emotion she was feeling. But he seemed so calm, so okay with everything, and meanwhile, she was on the verge of tears.
His gaze softened. “Come here,” he said, pulling her into a hug, and she felt the tears spill over. She wrapped her arms around him and held him tight. He kissed the top of her head.
“I hate this.” Her words were muffled against his shirt. “I never wanted to be the weepy girlfriend begging you not to go.” She squeezed him tighter. “But I don’t want you to leave.”
He pulled back and looked down at her. “So that’s it, then? You’re my girlfriend?” He cupped her face in his hands and brushed her tears away with his thumbs. “Because I’m going to be gone for a while, and I want to make sure we’re on the same page.”
Her stomach flip-flopped. A long-distance relationship. She didn’t know if she could stand it. She didn’t know anything except, “I love you.”
He smiled and kissed her.
She pulled back. “But Derek—”
“Always a but.”
“This is going to be so hard.”
“Hard is good,” he said firmly. “Hard tests your commitment.”
“But it’s going to be really hard. Harder than before, and that was hard enough. I hated that. I—”
“You’re right, it’ll be hell. But we’ll take it one day at a time. That’s the only way to do it.” His look was intent, and she felt a flutter of hope. He wanted to do this. “There’ll be times when I can’t call you or write, but I need you to have faith. I need you to know I’m thinking about you.”
And she’d be thinking about him, too. And all the anxiety came back and made her chest ache. She’d be thinking about him dodging bullets and bombs, and there would be so many sleepless nights. She was already miserable just knowing it, and her eyes filled up again.
His eyes filled, too, but he smiled down at her.
“Why do we do this to ourselves?” She swiped at her cheeks.
He kissed her. And his arms wrapped around her, warm and strong.
She melted into him and felt his kiss, and it filled her heart with so much love she thought it might burst. And she tried to savor it, tried to drink in enough emotion and courage and lust and friendship to sustain her while he was away.
He pulled back and looked down at her. “That’s why.”
* * *
Hailey sounded surprised to hear from him.
“Where are you?” she asked.
“Back on base.” A Humvee zipped by, and he turned away from the noise.
“I didn’t expect to hear from you,” she said. “I figured the Audrey Hepburn movie marathon scared you off.”
“Yeah, well. Nice try, but SEALs are tough to scare.” He tried to keep it light. Maybe then she wouldn’t realize it wasn’t the classic movies that made him sneak out of her room at the crack of dawn but the fact that he was a complete and total coward.
“I thought you had leave,” she said.
“We got called back early.”
“Does that mean you’re going somewhere?”
“I can’t really say.”
“Okay, well . . . when will you be back?”
He didn’t respond.
“You can’t say that, either?”
“I can’t really—”
“It’s all right. I get it. Anyway, I’m glad you called,” she said. “I probably should have called you to tell you thanks for the referral you texted me. I’m starting a collection. Everyone I know is recommending a shrink.”
Luke walked over to a chain-link fence. On the other side, his teammates were busy staging their gear. In only a few hours, they were spinning up on the mission.
Hailey’s tone of voice had shifted, and maybe he should have done what he’d wanted to do and left town without making this awkward-as-shit phone call.
Sack up, Jones.
He cleared his throat. “I got that name from a buddy of mine who lost a leg a few years ago. He’s been working with her ever since. I hear she’s, you know, really good with veterans,” he babbled on. “And she’s one, too. She was in Iraq. So I thought maybe she’d get where you’re coming from. More than that other guy.”
She didn’t respond, and he started to think she’d hung up.
“Hailey?”
“Thank you,” she said. “I appreciate the referral.”
It was a very careful response. She hadn’t said she’d call the shrink, she’d merely said thank you. And Luke smiled, because he was a world-class bullshit artist, and that was just the kind of thing he’d say to get someone off his back.
So maybe she was annoyed with him, but he still hoped she’d make the call.
“Did you see the news out of Houston?” he asked, changing the subject.
“The assassination attempt? I saw it. Why?”
“You helped with that. I don’t know all the details, but I know the intel you provided helped. I thought you should know.”
“But even if you did know the details, you wouldn’t tell me, right?”
“That’s true.” Damn it, he could not lie to this woman.